The Big Bang (Mashton) ✔️

Stage Twenty

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I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, literally.

I opened my eyes, taking a moment to realize that I wasn't on the side of the bed that I'm normally on...nor was I in my bed. Ashton's arms were around me. Everything came back quickly. A movie on the big screen, flashing colors, scenes of things I wanted most and got.

Ashton stirred next to me, his eyes opening slowly for the sun was shinning in from the curtain slit. He looked to me with a faint smile, but it was soon replaced. He was looking around us, realizing all that happened...

My head then decided to start pounding, the hangover hitting hard. I didn't want to move out of the bed, my body hurting everywhere, especially my lower back and hips.

Ashton speak a word as he got up and grabbed his clothes, putting them on. I just watched, heartbroken as he left me laying in the bed by myself...I didn't look as I heard him sigh and the door close behind. I didn't look towards the door until I had to, to get out of there.

I quickly got dressed, instantly regretting moving at all. Pain shot through my lower back. Ashton was pretty rough with me last night.

God, I wasn't expecting any of that to happen. The small flirting, the dancing, coming here...the sex. None. I thought I would've had a good time with Kacie, but I just couldn't keep my eyes off of Ashton...and look where it lead me. Heartbroken and aching.

Ashton's body didn't seem to be hurting him at all, but I guess that's 'cause he's had sex a million times where I haven't.

He honestly was pretty much my first.

Once I had gotten dressed, I took the sheets off the bed and left them bundled up, feeling bad for the housekeeping staff to clean this up. I quickly checked myself in the mirror then left the room and went down the stairs. I returned the key, getting a wink from the guy behind the counter for "scoring one", then walked outside.

What I didn't expect to see was Ashton's car parked in front of the hotel. He must've went and got it from the bar and thought to pick me up too. Okay then.

I approached it, opening the car door and getting in the passenger side. Ashton didn't say a word to me for the whole car ride and all the way up to our dorm. He was so silent that it made me feel awkward and anxious.

I sat down on my bed once we got back and watched him get some clothes and head into the bathroom, closing the door behind him. I felt like crying.

Did he really hate what happened? Was it my fault? Is he okay? Is he upset with me?

I actually did start crying, but stopped sudenly when my phone started to ring.

"Hello?"

"Hey baby. Where did you go? I was looking everywhere for you." Kacie's voice was concerned.

"Ashton was feeling very well so I wanted to make sure he was okay." I lied so easily now a days that it came natural to me.

There was a small pause from the other end. "Okay. I had to call a friend at three in the morning to get a ride for me, Luke, and Calum." She then giggled. "Calum got completely hammered. It was hilarious."

I managed to fake a laugh. "I bet it was. Everyone's back at school yes?"

"Yeah. My friend wasn't to happy with me though, but I was a little tipsy and didn't care..." We stopped talking for a moment, seeming to hear sheets rustling around. "Hey do you know the Jared dude from last night?"