Belaya Lawrence is the most sought-after actress of her time. She loves her job. She loves living different lives, even if she only has one. It's challenging and wonderful at the same time because she can be anyone through the script that is given t...
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"Jackson was the reason why I wanted to be an actress. He's my childhood crush. Nakikita ko siya lagi sa movies at TV shows. He was three years older than me. I badgered my parents to help me meet him. Child actor din ang tatay ko at marami siyang kakilala sa industriya. Si Daddy ang naging kasama ko sa mga workshop at audition na pinupuntahan ko. Until one day I received a project for a commercial and Jackson was in it."
Umupo ako sa maliit na espasyo sa window seat ng lugar at sumandal ako roon. Nanatiling nakatayo lang si Pierce habang tahimik na hinihintay lang ako na magpatuloy.
"It all started from there. The directors find how much I like him adorable and Jackson was a nice kid and he didn't mind that I keep on following him around. All my first projects after that were with him; commercials, movies, TV shows, theater plays, and even simple advertisement projects. He was my official and only love team. Dahil sa kaniya natuto akong makita ang pag-arte sa paraan na nagawa kong mahalin. He was my reason to enter the industry but I stayed because I fell in love with it. Bonus na lang na lagi kong kasama ang crush ko." Sumilay ang maliit na ngiti sa mga labi na tumingin ako sa lapida ng taong may malaking parte sa lahat ng meron ako ngayon. "When I turned fifteen that's when he broke my heart. A news circulated about him dating a girl from one of his theater project that doesn't have me in it. Nagalit ako sa kaniya. I won't even accept any jobs that time na siya ang kasama. Pili na lang ang tinatanggap ko basta hindi siya ang katrabaho ko. I also started going to school because back then I was home schooled most of the time. Hindi ko na siya nakita ulit until my seventeenth birthday at isa siya sa mga umattend ng birthday ko."
I remember the drama that I had that day. Akala mo si Cinderella ako na nauubusan na ng oras sa pagtakbo paalis ng venue na kinaroroonan namin nang makita ko siya. Just like the prince that he was... he ran after me.
"He went after me and he explained everything. Hindi totoong may naging girlfriend siya. The girl was just his friend whom later on became mine too."
"Sebastian's sister?"
Napatingin ako sa kaniya dahil iyon ang unang beses niya na nagsalita nang magsimula akong magkuwento. Napabuntong-hininga ako nang may mapansin ako sa mga mata niya. "I know what you're thinking. It is her but what you're thinking is impossible."
I know there's a lot he wanted to say pero nagpasya siyang itikom ang mga labi at napapabuntong-hininga na hinintay akong muli na magsalita.
"Jackson wanted me to have the space to grow. It wouldn't happen if we're always together. Mas bata ako sa kaniya at pakiramdam niya ay nasanay lang ako na kasama siya. He saw how I am with him and he can't help himself but think if it's just something I grew accustom to. Letting me stay angry with him wasn't easy for him too but he didn't do anything until that night. He said that this time he'll wait for me to decide. Gusto niyang malaman kung anong gusto ko. That moment I already have an answer but he told me to wait. That I should give the answer to him when I'm eighteen because he wanted to do it right. The next year at my debut he became mine and I became his too."
