Belaya Lawrence is the most sought-after actress of her time. She loves her job. She loves living different lives, even if she only has one. It's challenging and wonderful at the same time because she can be anyone through the script that is given t...
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Isinarado ko ang Jean-Michel Basquiat Crown Corkcicle tumbler ko at nilingon ko si Domino na siyang nagsalita. Sandaling nagtama lang ang mga mata namin pero pagkaraan ay bumuntong-hininga ako at sumandal akong muli sa kulay pink ko na folding chair na laging dala ni Sebastian kapag may taping ako.
"I'm good," I told him with a tone that contradicts my answer.
It's the week of the filming. To be exact it's the last day of the first week of filming. It's been two weeks since I last saw Pierce. Two weeks lang ba? Bakit pakiramdam ko two years na?
I dated a lot of people after Jackson. It wasn't really for distraction from my pain but rather I wanted the companionship. I broke up with a lot of them too for reasons that I wish didn't became the reason. Mahirap mag-isa lalo na sa mundo na ginagalawan ko.
Break ups never fazed me because I know what real pain felt like. But now I realized that it was so easy for me to move on before because I never really opened up my heart enough to get hurt. Some of them I spent time longer that I did with Pierce. Pero dalawang linggo pa lang na hindi ko siya nakikita pakiramdam ko ang dilim ng mundo ko.
Mireia used to tell me that I recharge and bounce back easily because I'm small. She used to tease me about it because unlike her madali akong maka move on sa galit ko once na pakiramdam ko nakaganti na ako. But with Pierce I don't think even thousands of volts can zap my energy back into one hundred percent.
"You look..."
"Sad?" I asked.
"Pissed."
Kumibot ang mga labi ko pero nagkibit-balikat lang ako. Alam niya rin naman ang rason kung bakit bukod sa kawalan ko ng gana sa lahat ng bagay dahil ang tagal ko ng hindi nakikita si Pierce ay nangingibabaw din sa akin ang inis na hindi ko naman magagawan ng paraan... sa ngayon.
I should just focus on my other problem which is to talk to Tristan Donovan. One step at a time.
Kung busy kasi ako ay ganoon din ang lalaki. Kapag puwede siyang makipagkita ay ako naman ang may schedule na hindi ko puwedeng iusog.
Bukod sa filming ay may three hours training session din ako every other day. Turns out my character Sariah is every bit of the warrioness that she is and I can't just use a double on every little thing that she does kasi ang mangyayari ay wala na akong iaarte masyado sa dami ng actions scenes niya.
"Good news o medyo hindi good news?" Si Sebastian ang nagsalita na kakalapit lang sa amin.
