Porcelain : Levi x Reader (Royal AU)

T w e n t y S i x : I Am Your God Now

The kitchen staff prepares a Vyrenian dish that you had tried for the first time at your wedding and that you had surprisingly thoroughly enjoyed. As you eat with Eren, you notice that he was doing much better than before. Obviously, he was still in pain, that much you could tell, but he was slowly coming to terms with everything. The situation at hand wasn't really giving him much time to grieve.

"You knew." You start and he takes a bite of his food across from you before swallowing.

"Knew what?"

"That Historia was pregnant."

The sound of his fork dropping onto his plate reverberates throughout the room.

"I did."

"Do you know if the baby is yours?"

"She told me it wasn't and calculating from when she missed her period, it couldn't be."

You nod before taking another bite, "When did you find out?"

"The day that we broke up, she told me everything. I know that she's really scared, and I think Zeke is making her keep it against her wishes."

"It's possible for her to get an abortion?" Your eyes widen but Eren shakes his head.

"I mean, no. That would technically be a sin against God, and it is also against Vyrenian royal law to abort a royal baby. But Hange would have done it secretly, I know she would've and I would've supported her if that's what she had decided."

"Eren, how do you know?"

"That Hange would've performed the operation? Well that's just who she-"

"No, that Zeke is forcing her to keep the baby. Like you said, I have no problem believing that Hange would've performed the operation if Historia asked her, but she didn't. She told everyone but Hange first. Does that sound like someone who doesn't want to have their baby?"

Eren opens his mouth to respond but then closes it as he digests your words.

"That's a valid point. I guess I don't know that for sure, but Historia did tell me that she was really scared."

"I see."

There's silence for a few moments before Eren speaks again, "I should be honest with you Y/N. The day that we broke up I slept with her."

You're a bit taken aback at his honesty, but you understand why he's told you. He claimed that he was already out of love with her but he still slept with her.

He takes your silence as an answer but still decides to ask anyway, "Does that change how you feel about me?"

How could it? You were no better, in fact, up until the night before your wedding where Eren had declared his love for you, Levi was inside of you.

"No. It doesn't take love for someone to sleep with another person. You ended things with her because you wanted to give our marriage a fair chance and I appreciate that."

He reaches his hand across the table and grabs yours in his and smiles, "You're perfect Y/N and you deserve all of me. As your husband, I will try my best to make you happy because you deserve that. I love you."

You smile back at him, choosing your next words carefully. You felt like shit, utter and complete shit because you weren't perfect, not at all. Eren had told you the truth, even risking you hating him because he found you worthy of that much respect, but here you were hiding so much. Your abilities, the fact that you were in love with Levi, that you two had slept together, and so much more.

"I have to tell you something, Eren. I haven't been completely honest with you."

Levi's eyes widen at your words and he turns to you abruptly, hoping that you weren't about to say what he thought you were.