I THOUGHT

Au| Point of view

Two weeks after...

"Hmmn. I think I gain weight already!" The taller one cheerfully said while eating.

"You should be. You can't be too skinny." The small bean then said. She's smiling like she's the happiest chef in the world.

Its been a week since they lived with each other. Each day was like a treasure to Jennie, and each day was like a new beautiful chapter of Lisa's life.

They've been closer than the first day of knowing each other. Its been more than a week Jennie started to cook Lisa breakfast, and dinner.

Lisa's morning became more meaningful. She'll go to work with a full stomach, and is excited to go home cause she knows a delicious food, and a beautiful girl is waiting for her.

Jennie on the other hand felt so happy of what Lisa, and her became after days.

She's been so clingy to Lisa, and a big tease which she really like doing toward the taller one.

She tried to shrug the thought of liking her at first. She wanted them to be friends, and nothing will be involve like love or something, but little thing she didn't know was her feelings toward her grows more, and more everyday.

Meanwhile...

Chaeng, and Jisoo starts their friendship. Chaeng found something toward this sick girl.

She sometimes visit her alone, not involving Lisa, and Jennie cause she somehow feel like she wants to be with this bunny without other people.

She wants to take good care of her, and that really touch Jisoo at the same time.

But then..

Jisoo still longs for someone. Her heart always want to see her, but she can't tell. She tried to forget what she felt really for that girl, but she just couldn't.

Her sick heart wants to feel that someone's warm hands. Her sick heart wants to be with her, but she just couldn't.

She's stucked between loving that someone, and sacrificing her love for another someone that's too special for her.

Cause she know that special someone have something for that someone she learned to love.

She could only wish that she haven't meet that badass girl in the University.

Back to reality,

After Lisa ate Jennie--

I mean...ate what Jennie cooked, she prepared herself for work. Jennie also starts to wash the plates.

After she washed, Lisa finished bathing. Lisa then wore her civilian shirt, then fix herself.

Jennie went on her room, she starts preparing Lisa's things like a perfect wife to her.

She did this, because she wants to. Her heart wants to do the rest for Lisa.

And she couldn't be so sad thinking that another couple of weeks she'll leave again.

"Thank you, Jen. I'll be out at 2. Message me if you're up to something, okay?" Lisa said grabbing her bag.

She wore her shoes then they headed outside the room.

"Uhm. Actually I wanna go to mall later." Jennie then said.

"What time?" Lisa asked finding her car keys.

"After you went home? Can you still accompany me?" Jennie asked hoping that the tall one will.

"I'll be here for sure at 3. I don't know. But I'll message you if something came up." Lisa said finally get all she needed.

"I'll be fine. I can go alone." Jennie said chuckling, but deep inside she wants Lisa to be with her.

"No. You'll wait for me, okay? We'll go to the mall, then eat dinner outside. Hm?" Lisa protested.

She's been worried that time when Jennie's ex almost hurt her in public. Good thing she was there too, and was able to protect her small bean.

Yes. It happened last week, and she didn't expect that, that man was the guy she met that very first night she flew back here in Seoul.

"Alright. Go now. Drive safe, okay?" Jennie then told the taller one.

She kissed her cheek, then feel her heartbeat  when the taller one kissed her head.

She realized, that kiss in the head was more better than a thousand kiss in the lips.

"Lock the door, Jen." The taller girl said then headed her way out of the building with a smile on her lips.

Jennie on the other hand locked the unit, she felt empty again.

She's still processing with what she felt.

She never felt this way before, even toward her exes.

She feel so alive when she's with the tall girl, yet empty when she's not with her.