Chapter 30

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Jennie Kim|

We spent the rest of my month here happy, yet its time for us to be apart.

This day is my flight back to New Zealand. Mom, and I talked about me and Lisa, and she's not against us. Its just she want me to be back there for the company, and let Lisa learn what she needs to learn here.

We also talked it all last night. Chu, Chaeng, and me slept at Lisa's condo.

I enjoyed my last night here, and if I can just do my will, I don't want to have a day no more so I can be with them all the time, specially her.

But lifes just like that. You can't stay in your comfortzone or where you wanted to stay.

But my fate, you'll meant to be with someone who's really meant for you and I hope that its still her.

"Bye, hon. I'll be back, k? We can do this together? I love you."

The last words I said before I kissed her.

"I love you too, Jennie. Please take good care of yourself." She said.

I then wipe my tears, and embrace her for the last time.

"Chaeng, Chu. I'll go now. Please take good care of her." I told them before I started to walk away.

It hurts.

I wanted to look and run back to her. A month of loving her isn't enough for me.

I love her. I do love her and I don't know if I could still be truly happy without her with me.

But I have to. I just hope that we can do this. I know this way will never be easy but I hope we can get through this.

I hope a month of being inlove can fight a years of being away.

Is it that hard?

I know.

But I'll try.

Lalisa Manoban|

I wanted to burst in crying. My heart aches for her slowly vanished in my sight.

We were just happy last night, and now here I am feeling so weak.

I'm thankful that she came. She made me feel love like no one ever did. All of a sudden she changed me for something better, and now she's like taking it all back away.

Jennie.

Whatever comes our way, I hope we'll see each other again.

"Lis, I know its hard for the both of you. But you need to be strong okay? Its just the first day without her. More is yet to come." Chaeng comforted.

Even soju's can't help me with this feeling.

"Stop that now. You need to rest. Jennie don't want you to be like that. You'll still see each other again soon." Chu then grab my last bottle.

I couldn't react, so I stood then went inside my room locking it.

I just wanna be alone like I used to do before.

I feel so empty like I used to feel before.

I missed her already and I couldn't stop crying cause I wanted to.

I'm strong, I know I'm strong, but now I feel so weak inside.

"Jennie, what did you just do to me."

"Yaah Lalisa! Open this fucking door now!"

My eyes opened, my heart is pounding, I quickly stood.

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