Lavender

Chapter 41

"Lorrenzo-" i slowly look up with a stiff neck and stained face. that man's breathing the only sound in this room, "he's not dead." he sighs at me, "but his body needs time, and his mind too." he crouches in front of me, "when he wakes up, he's not going to be in any pain, but he will feel very uncomfortable, heavy and tired." he explains, he takes my hand, "we aren't stupid, us rogues, so don't ever think we are again because where theres rogues theres witches and where theres witches theres magic and power and the brains to control that power, no stupid person just becomes a witch." he says matter of factly, "we didn't do this by choice, but we weren't forced either, he didn't want another child to suffer like his son-" he explained and i slowly look up. 

"he-"

"i know what he did to your mate more then you do, Lorrenzo, i'm not saying he's a good person because he's not, but he knew what was happening to that baby in your mates stomach before any of us, he knows all the side effects of all the drugs he's been feeding Mikky and that most of them have perminant effects. did you know Mikky actually has black hair like the rest of his family?" i blink, looking to my hands, "his father smelt that he wasn't Alpha from the day he was born, most Alpha fathers do, you'll understand, but he tried to fix it before his first testing. he wanted to fix it before he was even born, the thought of an omega child was pain to him and his mistakes only made the pain worse, he was the cause of Mikkys mutation and he also knew that Mikky has suffered so hard with the mutation, it was the mutation that made him react so badly to all the medication and drugs-" he glances up to my unconcious mate, "your baby, h-they were going to be the same and the prick knew this and wanted to stop it, the only way he thought would work is to split them apart, seperate the three genders-"

"what do you mean?" I mutter, my throat sore. 

"i'm sorry, but you now have triplets, congradulations." i don't process it all the way before i start sobbing again. i don't even want to think about how much stress it's put them through. i don't want to feel or them to feel any pain. how can somebody be so cruel? why? why why why why WHY?

don't get me wrong. triplets sound like the biggest blessing there is...but not when so much pain were involved. they  weren't triplets naturally. thats the issue i'm getting at. i'll love all three of them, of course i will. i just hate that someone could be so cruel to put someone through so much pain just to get this far. and how the hell do they know if it worked?! for all they know they just created three of the thing they didn't want! if only i could of been a better mate-"Don't do that you bafoon!" he slaps me upside the head making me flinch, "this didn't have anything to do with you, all you did was help prevent something from happening. instead of him taking a durastic fall to insanity, you helped soften that fall and stopped it from being so terrefying to him." he rolls his eyes-

"LORRENZO, MIKKY?!" i look over to the door way, watching Bubbles run past the room before coming to a hault and walking backwards, "Lo-" he stop when he sees the man and then Mikky on the table, "Oh my-"

"he's not Dead!" the man snaps, sounding so frustrated by us over protective creatures. "he just needs a lot of rest, so let him have his rest and take him home!" he snaps at us while i sit there watching more people come in to find out how much i actually helped-" Itold you not to do that." he slaps me again. 

"Don't you dare slap my son-"

"fine, you slap him, he needs it the idiot, blaming himself for this!" he scoffs, storming out the room. i look up to dad through tears, people reaching to help Mikky, which i let them. i know there only helping. 

"it's fine, i got him." i shakily say, getting up only to have dad catch me. 

"no, your not, you can't push yourself, Lorrenzo." he sighs, picking me up and slowly carrying me out.