Lavender

Chapter 30

LORRENZO'S POV

i walk away from him, my heart clenching as before, i can't shake the feeling that something bad is going to happen while i'm away from him, it's scary, really scary. what if i'm not there to help him. i sit down in my seat and hug my head, the pain and feeling just getting more and more powerful the longer i sit here, "Lorrenzo?" i look up to the teacher and a few other students are looking, i realise that i'm letting out mad disressed phormones.

"sorry!" i whisper and shut them off, she gives a simpathetic smile and goes back to work, i try to focus on keeping my phormones in, maybe that will keep me away from thinking about the danger my Mate might be in right now....what if he's being bullied? some prick wanting to upset my mate and i'm not their to stick up for him like a mate should....that's it.

i stand up, grab my back and walk out, "Lorrenzo!" the teacher calls, i continue walking, i walk into the hall to smell his scent everywhere and it's deffinatly bad, something bad happend, i take a deep breath before turning down the hall towards where the scent went, acompanied by the head teacher and....the fucking nurse! 

i begin to run towards the nurses office, "just breath for us Mikky-" i burst through the door to find him shaking, looking extremely pale and with his arms over his pergect face, his blazer is off and his collar is unbuttond, his tie with his blazer i think, "Lorrenzo-" the nurse says but i go over to my mate.

"Mikky?" i ask and he whimpers, i pick him up and hold him close, sitting cross legged on the bed, i feel him begin to calm down, "what happened baby? what happened?" i ask him, feeling aweful, i wasn't there, i'm here now, i'll worry about not being there to stop whatever happened later, for now, my mate needs me.

"um, after you walked off he seemed to go really dizzy and then fell to the ground-"

"Just a dizzy spell huh?" i ask him and he sobs.

"I'm sorry!" he sobs and i hold him tighter, letting out calming phormones to help him and holding him to my neck, which he laready has his face in.

"do you know what's wrong?" i ask the nurse and she shakes her head.

"I think it'd be best to go to the hospital to get it all checked out!" she suggests and i nod, i pull out my phone and call John.

"yep?"

"hay, yeah, i need you to get the car ready, we'er off to the hospital!" i tell him, "outside the main doors, hurry!" i say and stand up, i look around, "water?" i ask.

"um, yeah, let me get you a-"

"bottle, the water will go everywhere with a cup!" i say and walk to the door as she goes to the minni fridge and pulls one out, she catches up to me and passes it to me, i bite the lid open and shake him, "hay, Mikky baby, drink this!" i say and he sits up, his head falling back, seeming to weigh a ton for his perfect neck, "alright, just rest, we can wait for water when we get in the car!" i say more to myself then anything.

"Loz!" i hear John, but i don't turn around, i push the door open with my shoulder, making sure not to put anymore stress on Mikky, "what happened?" he asks.

"that's what we'er going to find out!" i growl and John opens the car door for me, i get in with Mikky, sitting him on my lap and resting his back against my chest like i usually did when he's in a state where he can't hold his own weight, "here baby!" i say and hold the bottle to him, but he doesn't make no move, i lean over and look to him, his eyes shut and his breathing shallow, my panic goes through the roof, "Mikky?" i call and shake him, "Mikky, wake up!" i say and John speeds up significantly, "Milky, baby? come on!" i say and lay him down, he's still shaking, although it's not good, it's a good sign and means he's still alive, "Mikky!" i sob, "John, he's not waking up!" i whimper.