Lavender

Chapter 7

i walk out of the school, past the gates and towards the train station, i have to take the train to the hospital i'm going to. it's quater to six at the moment, so not a lot of people should be on this train. i step on with a few other people and i stand by the doors, i don't want to get trapped on this train as it get's busier. i'm falling to sleep while stood here, luckily, the vibrations and the bumps in the train wake me up well. 

i step off at my stop and walk to the place i'm needed to go to. it's not busy, especially this early in a morning. i step up, with anxiety in my stomach, to the front desk, the woman looks up, "um, i'm Mikky Lirick, i was asked to come?" i explain, what am i actually supposed to say at these moments in time? is this enough information?

"yep, right on time, i've informed your doctor that your here!" she says and i nod.

"Milky!" i tense up with dread in my heart, "Nice to see you have arrived!" he says and i look up to him and his fawn hair, long and tied back, he wears glasses and his eyes are a chocolate brown, his skin is a light chocolate and he's tall and lean, "come on through!" he waves and i walk over, as soon as we enter the room he get's streight to business, "Now, this week i've got it planned out streight, today we are going to be trying...this one-" he says, picking up a needle, "you can get it in tablet form, but the jab form works quicker and is less expensive so we'er doing this!" he says and pushes my shoulder down to make me sit on the chair, i take my jumper off.

"Can't i just have the tablet form, you know i-" i gasp and whimper at the needle going in.

"see, not bad!" he says and i let out a long breath, "now, it takes aproximatly two hours to start working, so that's it for today, you'll write down how you felt in your journel and you'll tell me in tomorrows visit!" he says and i nod as he wipes the dot and then pulls down my sleave, i put my jumper back on and walk out of the room, making my way back to the train station. 

while i stand waiting for the next train going back to pass i start to get a light headache...here we go, is the first thought that comes to my head. 

i get on the train and stand by the door again, this time it's bussier as it's now quater to eight, meaning people are setting off to go to work, i stand there, looking out the window patiently when the back of my neck begins to burn up, my headache increases and my stomach clenches with sickness....oh crist, i need to get off this train. 

the longer i stay on the train, the worse the side effects get, i start to feel dizzy as more and more people get on the train, "hay, are you okay?" i hear someone ask, i take a deep breath.

"yes, thank you!" i say quietly and hold tighter onto the bar next to the door.

"where's your stop, i'll make sure you get off?" it's a lady...i start to loose my breath, my chest tightening.

"u-um, it's okay, i'll be fine!" i say and i feel her move away, the train stops and people get off, some people get on, a lot more people get on, making this place become warmer and more stuffer....this train ride really needs to hurry up, my phone buzzes, but i can't find the effort to look at it.....that's when i feel someone grip my ass and lean over my shoulder.

"that's some pretty hair of yours!" i hear a low whisper from the person, "your an Alpha-" oh, thanks for reminding me, "is your hair dyed? no one has hair like that!" he's stroking my hair when i feel something hard up against my ass.

"Get away from me!" i growl lowly and he laughs lightly, "Move!" i snap, forcing myself strength i don't have.

"oh, and what are you going to do?" the train comes to my stop and i walk off of the train, stumbling slightly as i go. i keep walking to the school, ignoring everything and everyone around me, the longer i walk the more the side effects take a toll, the dizzier i get...meaning instead of walking through the door when i open it, i fall through it, hearing it bang against the walls, i need to throw up....