we step onto the bus, Lorrenzo pulls me away from the door which spikes my anxiety, "what are you doing?" i ask slightly panicked as he drags me over to a seat and then pulls me onto his lap which he hugs me to his chest, "how are we supposed to get off?" i ask in slight annoyance and he smirks.
"but says scuse me to people you want to get through!" he says bluntly and i go place with anxiety.
"what?" i say distantly...talking to people? to try and get them to move for your benefit? isn't that rude.
"I, will ask them to move, you hold onto my arm and crumble in anxiety while i do all the work!" simple way to put it, "don't worry, i'm here!" he says and leans to my neck, "i still want to scent you!" he says and i swollow a pur before it can get out.
"well you can't!" i say and let him hug me.
"i want to take each piece of clothing off of your body and rub my scent into every part of your body-" he whispers huskily into my ear, making me feel slightly warm, "to lick every spot of your body, to taste every spot-" his face trails to my neck as he breaths over it softly making goosbumps paint my body, "to kiss every spot-" he kisses my shoulder softly, "to mark every spot as mine!" i let out a low grow of want there so i push it out as a more threatening growl, i elbow him.
"we are on the train!" i growl and he smiles widely.
"so? we'er also on a date!" he says and i sigh.
"If all you do on a date is try and seduce the otherperson then i should of thought twice about it!" i say lowly and he wraps his arms tighter around me, leaning his head over my shoulder.
"you never been on a date?" he asks, looking up to me from my shoulder.
"do you need an answer? my Father hated me, the first time i watched a movie was at our apartment!" i say to him and his brows raise.
"seriously?" he seems shocked, then a flash of guilt goes over his face and his shocked face turns to a look of slight pain, "oh-" he whispers, then smiles, "then as part of our date i will take you to the cinema and then we will go home and have a moviecation cuddled up on the floor is blankets and bears and pillows with pop corn and all sorts of junk foods!" he beams and wriggles around i growl lowly.
"We have to revise and do our asignments, the summer holliday is in a few weeks, next week i have exams!" i say and he rolls his eyes.
"trust me, you'll pass!" he says and i scoff.
"okay, what do you think i'll get on my tests?" i ask, "realistically!" i say firmly and he sighs.
"about 90-98% no fucker get's 100% no matter how much revision you do unless your a fucking genius!" he says bluntly.
"If i get 90% that's a big fucking beating, if i get 98% it's an even bigger beating-" he looks confused, "what's with the 2%? did i decide to slack off because i thought i was good enough? was i being cocky?" i ask and he sighs.
"your brain needs breaks to take in more information, if you work, work, work, only about half of it will be remembered, if you give your mind a bit of time to sort through the information without more coming in, it can create space, think of it like tidying your room, how can you tidy it if things keep coming in and creating more mess and less room to tidy?" he asks and i just look at him, "we deserve a moviecation, just for tonight!" he nods and then thebus stops, "come on, we'er here!" he says and my body tenses, theirs no way of getting out!! "hold my hand!" he says but i stand there in utter fear, i feel like i'm being held at gun point as i stand, blocked, cornered by all of these people, all of these strangers, seeing some get off of the train...if i can't get through, i'll get stuck on the train, going to yet another place i don't know my way around, which is more dan-" Milky!" Loz grips my arm and pulls me along, me panicking, my body becoming overly warm, my chest tightening, my vision slightly dizy, my head hurting slightly while my hands sweat, my body stiffening as Lorrenzo pulls me through, "scuse me-scuse me-thanks, op, thank you, can i get through? thanks, scuse me, thanks very much and we'er out!" (me on bon fire night trying to find my friends)
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Lavender
Fantasíaa boy, a child who looks so pure, hair as white as milk, eyes as white as a snow flake, pale skin from lack of sunlight....who would have known he struggles so much. his family is full of Alpha's, the house he lives in is full of Alpha's, but when...
