Lavender

Chapter 1

This is also a gay ass story with Boy on Boy love which means.......one guy has a big dick, while the other guy get's it stuck up their ass..... don't like it? don't read it!!!!! oh ma gawd.... genius, right? oh and honestly if theirs hate.... I probably wouldn't know, I check the comments now and again but I don't see all of them, however feel free to comment, last time I read my comments it gave me mad inspiration to write and I couldn't stop smiling like a fookin idiot soo.... yeah, there’s that.... oh and I won't be warning you when a mature part is going to pop up, or when a triggering part is about to happen, that's what the big "Trigger warnings" thing was, don't read if your not allowed to read and I apologise....but....I’m bad at spellings soooos.....yeah, correct me whenever you want.
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"Young Master, Mikky?" I hear my name being called among knocks on the door, "it's time to get up, breakfast is ready and your results to your second gender have arrived!" at this I snap my eyes open, my mum and dad have been more excited over this then me because even though they are all Alpha's and look like Alphas in every way with their strong jawlines and dark, mature hair...I look like the kid from the milky bar, with milk white hair and crystal white eyes, I’ve already had tests and more tests done on my gender, but...this is the one Everyone get's done, this one is the one that tells you for definite, not just the doctor saying....it seems to come up with all of them.

I get up and quickly put on some white skinny jeans, a black top and a white jumper, some white converse looking in the mirror I give myself a smile that seems forced. Even to me. I’m short for a eight year old, but I’m smart, I’m not that strong, I’ve tried to keep up with my older brothers, but they've both been sent to a boarding school now so now I’m completely alone with my hatful father and colourless mother.......says the person who's currently nothing but white right now.

I open the door when theirs another knock, looking up to find my butler, "good morning, young Master Mikky. Are you ready to attend breakfast?" he asks and I nod, he is by far the nicest person in this house, so I do smile for him even though it isn't that big of one, I still like to smile for him because he doesn't judge me, in fact, instead of calling me weak and vulnerable, he calls me adorable and sweet.

"How are you today, Holly?" I ask politely, my voice light and sweet, he smiles down at me.

"I am very good, thank you, Master, and you?" he asks and I smile back.

"Good at the moment, this morning started off good, thankfully to you." I say with a bigger smile, he bows his head once.

"Well, I’m happy to have helped you gain the good morning, Master Mikky." he says with a just as kind smile.

"Hay, Milky!" I look up, seeing my uncle walking back, his hand goes straight to my soft white hair and ruffles it, shaking my head too.

"Morning." I squeak out, but he walks straight past, not stopping on his walk down the corridor, my anxiety spikes every time someone other then Holly speaks to me, mainly because Holly was put in the room opposite mine so when or if I have a night terror or day hallucination he'd be able to help, which he does, at those times, formalities go out the window for most parts, he is family to me, in fact, I’d prefer to just have Holly as my family instead of the rest of my family, they are nice up until one of them says something, the others instantly join in.

"Oh, for Crist sake, Milky, at least put an effort into doing your hair on a morning, Child!" my mother instantly says, I look to the floor in shame.

"Get your head up, your an Alpha, not a bloody Omega!" he says and I take a sharp breath in and instantly pull my head up.

"Sit down, Kid, your already late as it is." My Aunt says, a glass of wine in her hands.

"Such a disgrace." my mother says to her.

"I know, who raised the kid?" she adds as I sit down, Holly exiting the room, leaving me with the three nasty adults in the room.

"So, your results are here." my dad says, an icy look in his eyes, "are you going to disappoint us?" he asks and I play with my hands.

"No, Father, I hope not." I say formally and he hums, holding up an envelope, his butler comes round and takes the envelope before giving it to Holly who passes it to me...it's a thing with my family, only your butler can pass you things, whether it's a jewel or just a sheet of paper, same with food and drinks, the only contact I get off of my family is when the few, like my uncle walk past and ruffle my hair, or a touch to the shoulder as they walk past, "thank you." I whisper so only he can hear, he doesn't react, but the slight eye contact is the only thing I get that tells me he heard me, I then pick up the envelope knife that was previously placed in my place on the table ready and I open it neatly, not making one error, cutting one straight line which is something not a lot of us master as quickly as I did. I pull the envelope out and it is clear, other then my name and number on the envelope and the three circled symbols on the sheet.

"Well?" my dad waits impatiently as my heart beats in my ears.

"All three, Father." I say lowly.

"Speak up!" he heard and he is angry, but I have to speak up.

"All three, Father!" I say with more confidence, he stands up and slaps me right around the face, knocking my head to the side before sitting down.

"A disappointment!" he spits at me and I sit there, my cheek burning.

"Well, what do we do? he's Alpha, Beta and Omega." my Uncle says, glancing to me, he's the nicer version of my dad and he usually, almost always apologises for my fathers behaviour after dinner.

"We just tell people he's just Alpha-" he looks to me, "Right, Milky?" he asks bitterly.

"Yes, Father." I say and he hums, this is bad, really bad, an omega pretending to be an Alpha? it's dangerous. they know it's dangerous.

"you've been taught to control you phormones like all of us, so control them!" He demands, "when you turn sixteen, you will attend the boarding school with your brothers and stay there until you pass your course, like your brothers will be!" He says firmly, this is strange, your supposed to go straight after your gender revealing, I’m already packed....I’m disgusting.

food is placed out in front of us all and once my father starts, we all get to start, but once I start eating it seems like his anger spikes, "out!" he snaps, everyone looks to him, "Get out of this room!" He raises his voice at me and tears begin to brim my eyes, "Filth, I want to enjoy my meal, not get angered every time I look to you. OUT!" he shouts and I get up and walk out of the room, Holly following with the letter in hand, as soon as I exit the room the tears fall and I rush away informally to my bedroom, going in and throwing myself onto my giant bear that was bought for me when my gender wasn't a problem for me and no one knew about it, actually, my uncle bought it for me, he thought it would be nice to make it black seems as the family's colour is black, formal and dignified, dominant and bold, but I like it, it's comfortable and cosy and the darkness of it makes it easy to sleep on.

I bear hug the bear, wrapping my legs around its torso and my arms around his neck as if I’m hugging a person as I burry my head into its neck smelling lavender which calms me so well and is a fragrance I use on a lot of my belongings, my uncle is by far my favourite family member as he put something in the bear that gives off the scent, I don't know what but it's good.

I look up to the knock on the door, reminding me I left it open as Holly walks in with a tray of things, "Young Master?" he asks, look to my now red, puffy eyes and quiet sobs.

"I didn't mean to be a disappointment, Holly." I whimper and sob, he places the tray down next to me and leans down, giving me a hug, "I'm sorry-I’m sorry I’m a disappointment!" I cry and he shushes me.

"your not a disappointment, Milky, your brave, strong and such a sweet boy, don't let things like this get you down." he says and puts me back properly on the bear, with my back rested up against it, he gets a cloth and wipes my face clean of tears and then gets another and dries it before placing an ice pack on my cheek, "does it hurt?" he asks softly and I nod at the slight sting.

"It stings!" I whisper to him and then theirs another knock on the door, we look up and Holly stands up to go to it.

"Hi-" my Uncle steps in and looks over to me, his face dropping, "oh, Mikky." he says and comes down to me, he hugs me and I cry into his shoulder, "you know what he's like, such a bastard." he says, "you know, if I was leader of this pack, I’d treat everyone as equal." he says firmly, "chin up, Pup, you'll be fine." he says and pulls out another bear from behind him, it's a golden fluffy bear that's smaller then me, but still big, it's a habit of his to get people bears when he apologises, I have a wide selection that I love dearly, he ruffles my hair and then get's up and walks out, leaving me with Holly once again.

"Here, Master Mikky." he says and passes me a glass of water, I take it and drink it slowly.

"Thank you, Holly, very much." I say and he nods.

"Get some rest, young master, you need it." he says and I nod, he gets up and walks out, leaving me and my bears to sleep.