Lavender

Chapter 16

the room is completely, dead silent as i sit in seat 14 G in the grand hall. everyone in the room with their heads down and not one person speaking as i sit with my blazer on the back of my chair, a pocket watch in the corner of my desk and paper opened on the last page about to be finished. i finish writing....although everything looks heated and extreme, i find myself quite relaxed as i write my answers. 

i shut the book and look to the time, seeing i still have forty minutes left, so i open the book and go over all of my answers. Lorrenzo is in this room, however he's in seat 5 A, we'er doing the exact same paper and we revised over and over together, positive we have done good. 

my brothers are also in this room, somewhere in the back, i didn't ask their seat number or anything, but we did talk before we came into the exam.

"Five minutes!" i hear being called through the hall, i look to my watch seeing i do indeed have five minutes to finish chacking this last question, but i stay calm, reading through it and editing it where needed before i shut my book, put my pen down and close my watch, "Pens down, times up!" the teacher calls and i let out a slight breath, teachers walk down isles collecting papers, as they do i feel a firm gaze on me, i glance to the side, my eyes going strieght to Lorrenzo as he glances back to me and gives me a smile, but that's not the gaze i'm feeling, i turn my head a bit more, making sure not to do it to the point it's obvious to teachers that i looking, i then see a few boys whispering and looking to me......i hate those boys.

i notice Lorrenzo looking to them to, looking right back to me with a slightly annoyed look, i give a slight smile and turn back to the front, "okay, one row at a time-" she says and signals to the first row, them all getting up and walking out, it gets to my row and i get up with the rest and collect my things before leaving, making sure i have everything before i exit the grand hall to the hallway, i let out a breath and wait patiently for rather my brothers company if they waid with me for Lorrenzo, or for Lorrenzo coming out. 

i hear a set of laughter be shut down before those boys come up to me, "hello, Milky!" i look up, seeing one of Lozies old friends, those who fucking sexually abused me in my own apartment.

"so, you and Loz huh? didn't know you two were gay, i mean, nothing wrong with gay people, but, fucking hell, didn't know someone could have standerds that low!" they all laugh and i stand there formily and take it without showing any scratch of hurt.

"i bet you fucking seduced him, went to a witch and got a fucking postion or drugged him or something!" one scoffs.

"yeah, no one but a fucking pedophile would want to go out with you!" one laughs and i just glare at them.

"if your brains are really that small, then i guess you need as much luck you can get if you think your going to pass this exams, that's if your learning and intelligence is as pathetic as your attitude and comments!" i say to them, seeing another group come out, this one including my two brothers who seem occupied right now talking to their other friends.

"pathetic? the only thing pathetic is your claim to being an Alpha!" one snaps, stepping up, i look up, seeing the rapist son of a bitch.

"i wouldn't be suprised if your brain is as lacking as you are, like, how tall are you?!" one asks and i just let out a fed up breath, just wanting Lozie to come out and we can go home.

"no, answer, we wanna know!" another says and they all try to get my height out of me.

"i'm Five foot three inches!" i explain, my voice slightly strained from the anxiety built up in my throat, they all laugh.

"fucking hell, i think your same height as my little baby sister!" one laughs.

"like a little mouse, weak, pathetic, short, and i'm sure you've failed this exam!" the prick i most hate in this school says, towering over me.