i take a deep breath before i open the door. it's funny. the other day i was so excited to be with my pups and always around them and i'd of sown myself to them if i could......now? no. they do nothing but cry whenever i'm away for longer then an hour. Lozy wakes up like a zombie the first time they cry, but once he's back to sleep after that.....he will NOT get up after that. LOG. he's DEAD.
but, now that he no longer goes to the academy, he's training a lot for his Alpha position. and now he's a father, it's like they automatically think he needs to start falling into the Alpha position. but heres the problem. i need him. and he's training all morning and doing paper work all after noon. yeah, he gets breaks. but sleep is very slim. he's up at six, training starts at seven. but he insists on having sex before sleeping at night........yeah, we use protection. duh. and i'm on the same contraception at Jonas, the Alpha King. in fact, because of my inability to trust medication, he delivers it every morning on his morning run and he runs FAST. we were cleard for sex yestirday, the pups are four days old and i've already caught Lozy crying in the bathroom on one of his breaks because he misses spending time with his pups.
he gets lunch and dinner breaks and is allowed to go to the toilet. he gets an hour for a small rest break and spend it with the pups, then from nine to ten he spends with the pups, he insists on sending them to sleep, then we're having our time from then until about eleven because we have stamina and Lozy has the ability to make me cum many more times then just the one. and sometimes he gets so worked up that he can go for a second time. after this we are asleep in seconds. then we're woken up at like two in the morning and Lozy goes for feeding time. always walking into the door frame. he doesn't function well at that time.
so it's two o clock, three o'clock and then another at five o'clock. i've got those two. then Lozy is up at six and i seem to enjoy sleeping through his good morning kisses which i'm sad about. i miss those calm, time stopping moments.....here i am getting them every morning and i fucking sleep through them. like...what the fuck?!
we're supposed to be battling through the first year of parenthood together. so why doesn't Lozy's father think so?
Lozy is so busy all the time because of his father and its down right rude. How dare he take away these moments from Lorrenzo. My mate deserves this more then anyone here. Im raising this issue now because im currently in the livingroom feeling my mates sadness.
I stand up, worried about it. Going to the bathroom to hear his silent sobs. I knew it. Hes so stressed all the damn time. "This ends now." I growl so low, he snaps his head over to where I am peeking through the door. His eyes widen.
"W-wait, no-" I slam the door shut and storm towards the Alpha. Hes currently in a meeting now and I dont care.
I kick the door so hard I hear a crack and the room of Alphas come to a hault. "You stupid bastard!" I shout and walk in, im furious, "how dare you force so much work onto Lorrenzo when his pups are only four days old, THEY DONT HABE NAMES YET!" I shout. He stares back at me.
"Mikky, its important he starts his trai-"
"No, now I have my family, im prioritising them. Family comes first and you are stopping Lorrenzo from being the father hes wished so long to be." I sigh, "stop it. I need my mate. Sex before sleep is not enough for me-" they groan but I ignore them until I see Jonas looking guilty, "You!" Everyone growls, but he looks up innocently, "dont you agree with this? Being Omega and an Alpha?" I ask and he sighs.
"I apologise, it was me who suggested it." He explains softly and I glare.
"Well its me whos making the decision to put my foot down when it comes to my Mate, My Alpha and the Father of my four day old infants. Hes staying with ME. fuck your Alpha timetable. Hes a father first and I dont want to see my mate crying in the bathroom again!" He gasps at this. Astonished he put this on his son as I storm out. However before I round the corner, about to collapse with crippling anxiety arms wrap around me, tightly.
"Thank you." He whispers. I sigh and take big gulps of his scent. "Hay, you okay?" He asks worriedly.
"So many Alphas were in that room." I whimper and lay limp in his arms as he softly chuckles. "I love you." I hum lovingly.
"I love you too." He kisses me, "now come on, the pups are playing with the toys i bought them and its so cute." He squeaks with excitment, taking my hand and pulling me on.
We get through and there all gurgling and blabbering to each other. We still need names for them.
"Hay." Jay walks in, Nico and Nicos holding the twins. They set them down on the mat but our middle child starts growling at them, "ooo, Fiesty." He says and sits down. Emjay and Sanjay are crawling now, already have there dada and mama down. Those three are teaching them more words. "How are you feeling?" Jay asks as I sit next to him.
"Still a bit sore, but im okay." I smile, taking his hand, "im sorry, really sorry-" he wraps his arms around me in a hug.
"Its okay, we know ita not your fault, Mikky." He smiles, pulling back when there's more growls, "is growling all they know how to do?" He asks which makes me hum.
"Pretty much." I smile.
"There gorgeous, do you have names for them yet?" He asks, but I shake my head, "good, now I can name them-" my brothers glare but I laugh.
"Go on then." I whisper, excited to hear my babys names.
"Well, Orion, for your little Omega, Orion Alistair, Fortis." Thats has a good ring to it. "Your middle child.....Ben.......Ben....." he hums in thought.
"Benjamin?"
"Benadict?"
"BENTLEY!" he shouts.
"Ooo, expensive. " Nicko hums.
Bentley Alpha, Fortis." Lozy says softly with a smile.
"And our youngest?" I smile.
"And for your little Alpha, Adrian Jonas, Fortis." He beams. I smile warmly, looking down to them all.
"Orion, Bentley and Adrian. " I whisper, going to them, Lorrenzo gives me a kiss as we fuss over them, "I love you." I whisper to them all.
what do you think? Do the names suit? Did you like? Did you? Did you?!
I hope so.....
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Lavender
Fantasya boy, a child who looks so pure, hair as white as milk, eyes as white as a snow flake, pale skin from lack of sunlight....who would have known he struggles so much. his family is full of Alpha's, the house he lives in is full of Alpha's, but when...
