Lavender

Chapter 18

the car ride seems to take forever, the silence is dead as i begin to get tired, "we'er here!" he says and i blink, finding us in a car park. i open the door and step out, my legs slightly weak...just like i am. i turn around a few, to one side there's shops, to another theirs a big clearing in the middle of a big forest, a park in the middle of that and a few trails leading to picknic benches and shit, "okay, are we going for some food?" he asks and i nod before following him over to the shops, we walk into a fish and chips shop and order some food, which i eat healf heartedly, not having any bit of an apatite.

we walk over to the feild and sit down under a random tree, i continue to eat when someone grabs me and picks me up, i scream, pushing them away before turning around and seeing Loz, my legs go to jelly and i fall to my knees, with my hand over my mouth, i burst into tears before throwing myself at him, bear hugging him, he holds me even tighter, "i told you!" he whispers, "i'm here-" he whispers some more as i just cry into his shoulder, i pull away and look at him, i hold both my hands to his face, feeling him there, he smiles, "i miss you too!" he whispers and i kiss him so hard, he holds his hand to my hair as mine hug his head, we really don't care how this looks or if it's a bad kiss, but right now, everything in me is wanting to surgically attatch itself to Lozie, my Lozie, he bites my bottom lip, but i don't give it a second thought to let him in, needing to taste him, i am practically crushed to his body right now.

we pull apart, both of us out of breath, but he kisses my cheek, my swolen cheek, my eye, my cut brow and every other woound on my face and finishes on my lips, which are sore for a different reason, i look into his deep blue eyes, "your too beautiful!" i whimper and he smiles, tears also in his eyes.

"take it i'm just a mirror then? cos boy, your the most beautiful thing on this planet to me!" he whispers, i smile a teary smile.

"no, your not a mirror, your everything!" i say and hug him close, my face in his neck now as i breath in his scent and i don't care who smells it, i drop my wall over my phormones, i even let out my original scent which i hear someone cough and another let out a breath.

"jesus-"

"shut up, you shouldn't be surprised, he's all three damn it!" i hear that deep voice and i pull away and lock off my scent all together, which makes Loz growl, i drop down and move away from the man, holding Loz with a death grip, the man as a flash of worry and hurt on his face, "it's okay, Mikky, i wont dare touch a hair on your body!" he says and i drop my head only for him to crouch to the ground, trying to make himself look.....small?

"Milky, it's safe, your safe while i'm here!" he whispers and i nose his back, breathing in his soothing scent before peeking back around him to find his dad right there, i yelp and jump away, Loz laughs slightly.

"sorry, son!" he says and i tense, son....

"s-son?" i ask with the smallest voice ever, his eyes soften.

"Alpha Fortis, nice to meet you!" he says and holds his hand out, i instantly stand streight.

"hello, Alpha Fortis!" i whisper and shake his hand, he smiles, "i'm-i'm Mikky Lirick!" i say formally and he smiles, then pulls me to him, i gasp and try to push away, struggling but he holds me closer, i stop for a moment and smell him, "Lavinder roses!" i smile and he laughs.

"yes, Lavinder roses!" he says and smells me, i laugh, "Lavinder, you'll fit right in!" he says and i cry some more, i look to Loz who's smiling softly, i beam, he smiles, the smile is sad though, "i'm worried about something, Mikky!" he says and i pull away and look up, walking back.

"i-i-i-"

he laughs, "how will we find you in the snow?" he asks and i smiles, i just look at him with shock, then let out a 'huh' i sigh, then think. Lavinder roses.....everyone there must smell like Lavinder roses......