Deidaras POV 
"DEIDARAAAAA" I look over to hidan who has been yelling my name for the pass couple of minutes. I just hum in acknowledgement knowing he doesn't have anything to say. He opens his mouth once again probably about to yell again until he's Interrupted. "SENPAIIIIIII" oh great more yelling.
                              Tobi runs into the room and hugs me way to tight. "Aww now I want kakuzu to hold me" hidan whispers pouting making me chuckle. "Shut up I can hear you yelling from my room" kakuzu says walking in and hugging hidan so he'll shut up.
                              "I think you mean our room" I role my eyes at what said knowing he tried to be funny but failed. "Hey you guys want to hang out tonight" kakuzu asks us making me and hidan gasp. I can't believe kakuzu just asked that he never says stuff like that.
                              "Nope me and my beloved senpai have plans" tobi says picking me up and walking out the room. "That was rude you need to apologize" "what I need is cuddles so cuddle me" I roll my eyes as he jumps on the bed with me still in his arms.
                              "I'm exited for tonight" he whispers snuggling into my chest. "Me to I lo- can't wait" crap I can't tell him I love him it will mess up everything. Oh god now he probably thinks I'm to clingy. He proves my thoughts right as he gets out of the bed and stands in front of me.
                              Obtios POV 
"Did you almost say I love you" I already know the answer but I just need to hear him say it. I take off my mask and stare at him waiting for a answer but he just nods his head. 
                              I can sense a few other people making their way to us. I put my mask back on and start doing to little dance "SENPAI LOVES ME" I scream out probably scaring deidara. I go to say I love him back but a knock on the door beats me to it. 
                              "Why knock if you already came In the room" I hear deidara say as I turn around and see zetzu sitting down next to deidara. "How much do you know"  "I don't know exactly who you are but you aren't tobi" crap I just hope he won't squeal to pain. "By the way konan wanted me to tell you the flowers are a go and it's"
                              He pauses to look at deidara "it's about time" I nod and grab deidaras hand pulling him out the room. "What is going o-" I cut him off by putting my hands over his eye. I walk with him outside occasionally tripping over random stuff and sometimes just the air.
                              when we get outside I see a path of paper flowers and real red and pink roses. I look up and see the moon fuller than it's been in a while it's all beautiful especially with the lights. There are even some fireflies that are flying around. I slowly remove my hands from his eyes and put them by my sides.
                              I hear him gasp I hope he doesn't hate it. "I love it thank you so much baby for everything" he thanks me with a kiss on the lips. I chuckle and grab his hand walking him over the the blanket I had laid out before with the basket that was once empty filled with his favorite food.
                              I owe konan and probably pain a lot for this. I open the little basket and pull out some room handing it to deidara only for him to open his mouth. I chuckle and put a syrup coated dumpling into his mouth.
                              He smiles and starts chewing and giggling I can't help but laugh myself. I kiss his nose and take off my mask and put it on the ground. I start chewing and smiling at deidara until he throws the mask at my face almost making me choke. 
                              "Ow what the hell was that for" I rub my face swallowing my food. "Are you a idiot anyone could see you only a few people know" he tells me with the most serious face I've ever seen. I can't help but laugh making him frown "everyone already knows well except hidan and kisame and maybe pain"
                              I hear him let out a sigh "I love you" he says laying down resting his head in my lap with his hand on my cheek. "I love you more" I tease him sticking my tongue out "admit I love you more or I'll move my head" I shake my head until I realize that his head his right in my lap. "Fine fine you love me more"
                              We eat for a few more minutes pointing out some stars and catching fireflies. "Deidara care to dance" I say getting up and extending my hand out to him. He smiles and grabs my hand. "What will we sing this time"
                              "I've got the perfect song" I kiss his nose making him blush. "I don't really give a damn about the way you touch me when we're alone. You can hold my hand if no ones home" I start to sing wrapping my hand and arm around his waist.
                              "Do you like it when I'm away? If I went and hurt my body, baby would You love me the same?" I whisper before taking off my gloves so I can probably hold is hand. "I can feel all my bones coming back and I'm craving motion" I spin him around still holding his hand making him giggle.
                              "Mama never really learns how to live by herself. It's a curse and it's growing. You're a pond and I'm a ocean" I twirl him back into my chest and kiss his forehead. "Oh, all my emotions fell like explosions when you are around and I've found a way to kill the sounds"
                              Memories flood into my head of the last time me and deidara danced and how he was scared but let me take his fear away. "Oh, baby I am a wreck when I'm without you. I need you here to stay." This time all the memories of the first time I got to hold him since he got taken.
                              "I broke all my bones that day I found you crying at the lake"  before I can continue I trip over a root realizing that we danced all the way to the forest. We both laugh and I hug him probably to tight but I can't help it.
                              "Race ya back" and with that deidara runs off making me run after him until we get back to the blanket. I  easily could have beat him but I decided to let him win. "Hey how'd you lean a song like that?" Deidara asks me smile knowing my grandma used to sign that to me. "My grandma sang it when I was younger and she was well uh still alive." I tell him making him gasp and hug me.
                              "I'm sorry" "it's not your fault" I hug him back inhaling his wonderful sent. "Wanna go catch fireflies?" He asks already standing up once he gets a nod from me he grabs my hand and pulls me to a bunch that has thousands of fireflies crawling and flying around it lightning up ever so often.
                                      
                                          
                                   
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Loving you is hell
FanfictionWill Deidara ever love again or will he catch feelings to fast for a certain good boy Thanks to everyone who reads this story and made it possible to be number one in tobidei I really appreciate it💗
 
                                               
                                           
                                               
                                                  