I don't even know my name anymore
Who am I, if he walks out the door?
Not his lover, not his girlfriend, when it comes down to it I'll mean nothing to him
And I
Carry on
And I
Know I'll survive
But when I think of life
It seems empty without him by my side
When did I become so attached to him?
Why does a life alone seem so empty and thin?
When he realizes I'm not who he thinks I am
When he reaches that point when he just can't stand
How obnoxious, and anxious, and scared I am
I can't be the woman he wants me to be
I'm letting him down repeatedly
And I
Know now that good things never last
And I
Know now that I can't leave him in my past
This shit is gonna fuck me up
This shit is gonna give me massive amounts of pain
It seems, that I've finally run out of luck
I know I've finally gained all I can gain
So when he leaves
I'm gonna end it all so peacefully
And when
He leaves
I'm gonna give him the chance to forget me
Cause when
He leaves
I'll know there's
Nothing
left
for me
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Evolution Of Everything
PoetryA collection of poems, spoken word, and verbal processing. It's mostly here as a reminder for me of where I was and where I am, so that I never forget. Some of them are silly and fun, but most of them are deeply personal accounts of some of my harde...
