Evolution Of Everything

AGAIN

Why are you so aggressive with me? You're a scary man.

Love is not a recipe, and I'm no ingredient.

So don't go trying to change me, when I don't want to.

The person I decide to be, is not decided by you.

You say I've made a mess of you, but I know it's not true.

You're the ONLY one responsible, for the things you do.

And when you make mistakes, start owning up to them.

I'm done taking your place, and every consequence.

You were not worth my tears, or all the time I spent on you.

You were not worth the scars, or even worth a bruise.

You're worth exactly nothing, and now I'm glad you know.

You no longer have a place, in my heart or in my home.

I hope that revelation, shocks you to your toes.

And aches inside your bones, cause then you'd finally know,

The pain that you caused me, your betrayal was heartbreaking

I found it hard to breathe because I was panting,

I spent all my time running, to escape the pain you were causing.

You should have been nicer, and stopped saying I should try harder

I'm tired of your bullshit, I know I won't take it any longer.

So pack your bags, you're moving out.

I'm tired of the ways, that you make me self doubt.

No longer will I think, that I am not enough.

I have finally learned, that you're the real fuck up.

Sure it took me all these years, and at times I wanted to die.

I ran out of tears, I had nothing left to cry.

But I am still here, though my legs shake with fear.

I am stronger now, my hand is steady.

That's how I know, that I am ready.

To start over again, and begin anew.

I have faith it will be better, now that there's no you.