Your words cut through me just like shards of broken glass
One look into your eyes and there's no turning back
I shoot you up the poison rushing through my veins
I know you're bad for me but I can take the pain.
Because no matter how many times you hurt me
Or how many times I've tried to get free.
I keep coming back to you
I'm a slave to your abuse
You said you loved me, would never leave, I knew you lied.
Yet I ignored all of the times that you left me behind.
I'll close the door and turn around, I'll say we're done
But you whisper poisoned words so I change my mind and say you've won
Because no matter how much you like to hurt me
I will always find you worthy
I keep coming back to you
Silly girls like being used
And even when I catch you in one of your stupid lies
You still can't tell the truth and soothe my aching pride
Instead you are a coward who hides
While piece by piece
I
die
inside
Because even though I tell you it hurts me
I know that inside you aren't listening
I keep coming back to you
I've accepted your abuse
Maybe someday I will grow and finally learn
And to your double edged sword I will not return
But that day is yet to come
So I'll stay stuck in your hair like gum
Because even though you always hurt me
My love for you just keeps on burning
I keep coming back to you
Why can't I escape your sweet abuse ?
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Evolution Of Everything
PoesíaA collection of poems, spoken word, and verbal processing. It's mostly here as a reminder for me of where I was and where I am, so that I never forget. Some of them are silly and fun, but most of them are deeply personal accounts of some of my harde...