Now and Forever - Mark Feehily Fan Fiction [COMPLETED]

Chapter 30 - The (unexpected) wedding

Songs of the chapter:

5 Seconds Of Summer - Amnesia

Bryan McKnight - One Last Cry

Lawson - Standing In The Dark

Lawson - Stolen

Michael Learns To Rock - 25 Minutes

Richard Marx - Right Here Waiting
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Mark's POV

Today was the day. Here it was, the wedding, her wedding. I was now trying to do my tie in front of the mirror. You know, she used to always do this thing since I always had problems with tie, just like now.

"Mark, are you sure for attending?" Kian asked me for about 62854728th times.

"Yes."

"We don't really need to, you know." Shane added for about for 95785336th times.

"But I need to."

"Are you sure for this?" Nicky suddenly also joined. "We can cancel it just right now." He had said that for about 73211672th times also.

"Yes I am. Eumm, Nick, could you please help me with this tie?"

"Sure."

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Jess' POV

Today was the day, my wedding day. I couldn't still believe what just happened. I was now officially Jessica Newman. Funny was I always thought I was going to be Mrs. Feehily. Maybe I had been hoping too much that time, huh? Things always came out unexpectedly.

"Hey, wifey." He smiled. Even though it was James who was smiling right now, I always saw Mark's smiling face. Jeez.

"Hey, husband."

"You know, you look pretty today." If he were Mark, maybe he would say beautiful, gorgeous, or maybe stunning instead of just pretty. Everything here always led back to Mark somehow.

"Thanks. You look good yourself."

"I have a surprise for you." Oh so he was the one who invited them. I once thought who did it was the bastards, those bastards.

"What is it?" I pretended knowing nothing.

"You'll see not long- oh here it is." He said and with that, Shane began to sing the first line of The Rose.

"Oh my God! It's Westlife, James!! Thank you, thank you." I pretended.

"Anything for you." He kissed my cheek and all I could feel was Mark's eyes on us. I glanced at him and suddenly he just looked away. Why couldn't he just decide not to come? He knew this hurt him but, he had said this was fine and he didn't avoid my eyes when he stated that. He didn't lie that time.

Suddenly a thought crossed my mind. Has he found someone else? He...he hadn't, right? But- Aargh I didn't wanna think about this. I wanted him to be happy and if it wasn't with me, I should, I must, be fine with that. All I had done was for his sake, his happiness, without me. I was so selfish if I felt like he didn't have rights to be with someone else. In fact I did, so why couldn't he, right?

"Let's dance." James said, wiping away my thoughts. I just nodded and followed him to the dance floor.

The next song they sang was As Love With My Witness. Gosh. I knew well why the hell they sang this. Mark ever promised me he would sing this song in my wedding so yeah, here it was. He fulfilled that promise. After that, they sang Close, Queen Of My Heart, and jeez, the last song was Flying Without Wings. Yes, Mark's most favourite Westlife's song and yes, me too. I could feel his eyes on me all the time when he sang his lines. Damn it, Mark. You made me guilty all the time.