Now and Forever - Mark Feehily Fan Fiction [COMPLETED]

Chapter 33 - Sorry?

Songs of the chapter:

Linkin Park - Numb

Markus Feehily - Butterfly

OneRepublic - Apologize

Rihanna - Take A Bow

The Veronicas - You Ruin Me
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Mark's POV

I opened my eyes and realized I was now already in the hotel room. I thought I passed out again last night so Brian took me here. But I got shocked when I saw her sleeping on the couch. Why was she here?

I got up and checked the surroundings. And jeez, I wasn't in my room. I was in hers. Brian was really gonna be dead after this. What the hell did he do!?

I turned my intention to her. She was sleeping peacefully. Her face was so natural, beautiful, and calming. I missed watching her sleeping like this. I stepped aprroaching her. I caressed her hair softly, not wanting to wake her up.

"I miss seeing you like this, Jess." I whispered. I leaned forward, wanting to kiss her forehead like I used to do. Just when I was about an inch away, I stopped.

You can't, Markus. She's someone's wife. She is not yours, keep that in your mind.

I stepped backwards, cancelling my willing to kiss her, though I wanted to so badly. I hardly resist myself not to touch her. I couldn't, could I? Mark Feehily didn't mess up with someone's wife.

I finally braced myself to carry her to the bed. If only I could aslo hug her tightly like I used to. I covered her with the blanket, though she always hated it. Well, I just missed doing this thing. I caressed her hair one more time then left the room.

Once I was in my room, I directly called Brian.

---on the phone with Brian---
Brian: Morning Marky, wha-
Mark: What the hell did you do?!
Brian: Chill, bro. What do you mean?
Mark: Why was I in Jess' room? Why didn't you just take me to mine?
Brian: I actually wanted to, but she showed up suddenly when we went out the elevator. She...uh, she was worried about you.
Mark: Not funny, Brian. She couldn't be.
Brian: She did, man. I saw her face. And, by the way, have you had breakfast?
Mark: Nope.
Brian: I wanna ask you something but first, let's go for breakfast. Sounds good?
Mark: Why don't we just have it here, in the hotel?
Brian: Alright. I'm on my way.

---end of the phone with Brian---

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"So, explain to me why I woke up in her room."

"You were incredibely drunk. And just like I said earlier, she caught us. I asked her why she was outside because it was about almost midnight. She said that she was going to check you in the pub. She said she had called you and knocked on your door but you didn't answer. So, I just said I was gonna take the drunk you to your room but, she insisted me not to. She insisted me to take you to hers instead yours. I told you, she was worried about you."

"But you know, she shouldn't be."

"But she was. Damn, Mark, she truly was. I know that."

I couldn't believe that. I wanted to but I refused to.

"I wanna ask you something." Brian said.

"Go on."

"You ever had relationship with her, didn't you?" Well, me and her were all over the news that time. No wonder if he knew, right?

"Well, yeah so, you found out. I thought you didn't know." I rambled. He didn't say anything when I introduced her as my bestie. I thought he didn't know.