Now and Forever - Mark Feehily Fan Fiction [COMPLETED]

Chapter 19 - Random crap

Jess' POV

"So, he called you bitch? What the fuck?! Why don't you just tell Mark right away, Jess? He would defense you." Katy kept interviewing and advising me on the way back home.

"I can't, Kat. That moron said if a word about this was slipped out of my mouth, either intentionally or not, he would threaten Mark and send me back to my dad. Geez, Katy, I don't want him to get hurt and me back to hell. Big no."

"You should tell him that too, duh."

I sighed. "Do I really need to tell him? He's now on tour, Kat. If I tell him, it will affect the band also. That band is his dream. I don't want to ruin Westlife just because my relationship."

"But that's also Mark-from-Westlife's relationship too."

"Then what should I do then?"

"Tell him, Jess."

"I mean, beside telling him."

"There's no other way. You can't just accept to back off from his life like that. Go tell him."

"I've told you thousand times I can't."

"Tell him after the tour, okay? Or just at the break of the tour?"

"After tour it is."

Not long after that, we arrived at Mark's house. I was just about to get out from the car and say thanks to her when suddenly she started to talk again.

"But the tour will be over in the next 3 months. No, Jess, that's too long. Tell him now but make sure he'll do nothing to that bitch and pretend everything is fine until that tour is over. Agree?" She continued again. Oh God.

"Geez Katy, after tour, alright?"

"No, Jess, no. If you wait that long, you're just giving time for that bitch, those bitches, to do another stuffs, to keep forcing you to leave him. Geez, I ship you and Mark so bad it hurts. I don't want you both to separate and live without each other. Because, you and him are meant to be together forever. Everybody knows that, Jess. It's really easy to notice you both belong to each other."

Are we?

"Really? You sure?"

"Yes. If you don't believe me, go ask Shane or Nicky or Kian. They'll say the same, I can bet."

"But it's not what the fans think."

"What? What do you mean?"

"You know, he revealed me yesterday and my twitter went like hell. All I got was insults. They hate me, Kat."

"Oh my God, Jess. It's you and him that involve in the relationship, not them nor those faggot bitches. Don't you think you both are so comfortable and right together?"

"I do, but-"

"No buts. See, Jess. You yourself feel that too. So why do you keep listening to people who don't even know a thing about you two? Just ignore them and maybe, you should tell him about the fans too."

I let out a long sigh. "I don't know, Kat. These stuffs make my head hurts. These have got me so bad."

"Relax your mind, forget the insults and bad stuffs, and tell him. Okay?"

"Yeah I guess I'll try."

"This is the Jess that I know!" She cheered.

"But, I guess I'll tell him when he's home two days later. You know, the break?"

"Yes, that's okay. 2 days are enough to relax your mind."

"Guess so." I said, getting out the car. Thanks for the helps Kat."