Now and Forever - Mark Feehily Fan Fiction [COMPLETED]

Chapter 35 - Blood

Songs of the chapter:
5 Seconds Of Summer - Never Be
Austin Mahone - Shadow
HomeTown - Roses
HomeTown - Standing In The Rain
HomeTown - The Night We Met
John Legend - All Of Me
Justin Bieber - That Should Be Me
Lady Antebellum - Need You Now
OneRepublic ft. Sara Bareilles - Come Home
Richard Marx - Right Here Waiting
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Jess' POV
We had landed three hours ago and now we were already at my earlier house in Jakarta. I didn’t know why James seemed changing. He became so unfamiliar, like he wasn't the James I knew. He even insisted me to carry his bags. Jeez, I was the woman here but I just let it go then.

Welcome home, Jess.

James was already a half asleep on the bed when I was done showering.

“Babe, are you hungry?” I asked. “I’m hungry. Can we go eating? I know whe-“

"No. Shut up. I wanna sleep.” He said. “If you still want to, go by yourself.”

If only he were Mark, maybe he would still go with me, even he was sleeping or just home from tour. No matter how tired he was, he would company me right away in the night.

"Are you sure?" I asked quietly, scared he would bark like a dog.

"You didn’t hear me!? NO." See. This was the third time he barked like this today.

"Okay, I’ll go by myself."

"Good, go." He mumbled softly but still I could hear that. Asshole.

Arguing with James like that made me lost my appetite. I decided to just drink coffee. I then drove my car to a mall in Senayan. I headed to Starbucks and ordered my favourite, Mark’s favourite also, and sat on the corner.

I pulled out my phone and accidentally Sykpe’s icon was touched.

Marky♥ is online.

Gosh. I even hadn't changed his display name. I clicked his profile then erased the heart emoji and reset his name back to MarkusFeehily.

I checked Katy's profile to check if she was online. I wanted to tell her about James changing. But unfortunately she was offline. I decided to tell Ella or Riley but they were offline too. But I really needed someone to talk with right now. Should I greet Mark and tell him about James?

Yes?
No?
Yes?
No?

YES. I should. I miss him too, in a friendly way.

---Skype chatting with Mark---
Jessica Newman: Hi
MarkusFeehily: Hi Jess
Jessica Newman: What are you doing?
MarkusFeehily: Chilling and drinking
Jessica Newman: Don’t get drunk
MarkusFeehily: Why if I want to? I miss being drunk haha
Jessica Newman: Don’t. If you want to, not more than 2, okay?
MarkusFeehily: Old rule. I just finished the third or fourth. Hell yeah, Jess, this is so awesome. And don't is ed's song, right?
Jessica Newman: STOP YOU. Jeez yes it is and see, gosh, you're drunk already
MarkusFeehily: No I'm not drunk. I'm still typing here right?
Jessica Newman: Don't be an ass, Mark. Stop, NOW
MarkusFeehily: Relax, have stopped now, kay? I’m fine though. Just a typical headache
Jessica Newman: Good
MarkusFeehilu: Are you chatting from Jakarta?
Jessica Newman: No, from North Pole
MarkusFeehily: Don’t be silly, Jess. Seriously?
Jessica Newnan: Of course I am. Btw, I’m in Starbucks now, hell yeah
MarkusFeehily: What are you doing there??
Jessica Newman: Buying books. Jeez, Mark, stop asking stupid question. Of course drinking coffee
MarkusFeehily: Oh yeah, right. Sorry
Jessica Newman: Never mind
MarkusFeehily: You’re with James?
Jessica Newman: Nope
MarkusFeehily: NOPE!? YOU WENT BY YOURSELF??!
Jessica Newman: Yeah....
MarkusFeehily: IT’S EVENING OR NIGHT THERE, IDK, BUT WHY HE LET YOU. GOSH
Jessica Newman: It’s okay, I guess. He is tired and jet lagged maybe, I don’t care though
MarkusFeehily: You don’t?
Jessica Newman: I mean, I do
MarkusFeehily: Yeah, right, you do. So, what are you drinking right now? As usual?
Jessica Newman: Of course
MarkusFeehily: Same like what I’ve guessed
Jessica Newman: Mark can I tell you something? I need someone to talk with. It’s about James
MarkusFeehily: You don’t have to ask permissions for it. Go on
Jessica Newman: Why don’t we do video call? Beside that, I have to see if you have stopped drinking too
MarkusFeehily: Nice idea haha. Beside that, it's hard to type when you're drunk, you know. And hey, I’ve stopped, really. Call you now yeah?
Jessica Newman: Alright
---end of Skype chat with Mark---