The sitri's gaming lion

Chapter 23

Time skip.

I put everything away as I told him.

Azazal: I see it's simple really the boosted gear is showing signs of growing stronger within your body meaning it has a more amplified affect on you hmmm meaning if I hadn't interrupted you could have had a evolution maybe?

Sylphid: hey!

Azazal: *puts hands up in surrender* ok ok but I believe that sona just sees the little kid that you was when she first saw you when was the first time you met her?

Gaul: 2 years ago.

Azazal: ah that explains it she's see the little kid stumbling along and is protective of you it's natural for those older to look after ones that aren't as experienced as they are do you understand.

I nodded.

Azazal: understand that it's not your fault for getting mad nor is their fault do you understand that.

I nodded.

Azazal: now if my information is right your name is Gaul right?

Gaul: yeah.

Azazal: well it was nice to meet you Gaul but I must be going I shall see you around.

He started to leave but stopped and said.

Azazal: also I would appreciate it if you would keep me being in this town a secret.

I nodded as he then left I then decided to walk around the woods.

Time skip.

I've been walking for hours now just so I didn't have to explain a few things to everyone I kicked the dirt under my feet as I heard Ddraig.

Ddraig: ( you can't hold it off forever partner.)

Sylphid: yes if you try you'll just be in more trouble.

I nodded as I started back but before I could take another step a blue magic circle appeared and out popped tsubaki my eyes widened as she looked at me I put my left arm to my side as I grabbed it with my right hand while looking to the side and I said.

Gaul: s-sorry.

Before I could say anything else I was engulfed in a hug as she let go she said as I was still looking away.

Tsubaki: you look at me now Gaul.

I was reluctant but I did so as she said.

Tsubaki: you have nothing absolutely nothing to be sorry for it's not your fault you can talk about how you feel sona said she should have watched what she said knowing words have a greater impact to you just tell me what's going on please I can't take it any longer you going out for maybe days at a time this isn't healthy please Gaul everyone is worried sona is worried I am worried please just tell me!

I felt my knees give out as I fell to the ground she came with me as I was still in her arms I felt everything starting to crumble around me as I started to say.

Gaul:*starting to cry* I can't take it anymore everyone expects me to be some kind of god slayer I'm just a kid I can't take this pressure anymore they say I'm not supposed to be alive I'm a monster a freak I forced two more sets of my devil wings out if that's not proof enough then what isn't!

Her eyes widened as I kept going.

Gaul: *crying* the o e place that I thought I could be sage at again I get harassed saying I'm a guy that I shoul have got her fired saying that it was just me being dramatic saying it would toughen me up I couldn't take it!