TOXIC(trapped passion) ✨( Completed/Editing)

Chapter 5.

*chapter 5*

I really need to get working on my task because I have alot to do, but what should I even write about? Where should I even start from? These were just thoughts that run through my mind and I needed to relax my mind and soul so that I could know myself more.

"have you picked out what I should wear?" Agatha asked standing in front of me with a nervous but excited face on.

"yes I did, don't you trust me? But don't wear makeup tonight you look more pretty when you're natural. And you should wear your hair up" I replied.

Few minutes later Agatha was ready to go on her date, which was kind of weird because it was a Monday night but who cares anyway.

"okay, so I'm ready to go now, how do I look? And I might come a bit late tonight or not at all(she winks then laugh)" Agatha said and went.

And now I'm all alone in this room, what must I do with myself because I don't think I'm in the right mind to study or do anything school related. Let me just go for a walk I decided because it makes me think and focus. So I grab my beats and a jumper ready for the walk.

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Its  a clear night and it looks  beautiful. I can't stop myself from admiring the art of God. The stars look so beautiful and the moon just adds more beauty to it. As I walk through the path that leads to the river Bank while listening to music I care less that it's night time and that am alone, I just feel the peace that I can't even explain. This is exactly what I need to think about everything and maybe just maybe I will get ideas about my task. Sitting on the beach by the river side while listening to 'Stan by 6lack' it has just made me realize what I really want in a relationship.

As I sit here thinking and get lost in my thoughts, suddenly I get distracted by the view of the river. As the water flows in silence and without putting out a fight, I can see the water sparkle like diamonds it looks beautiful and harmless and brings with it a very nice breeze.

Suddenly I feel someone's hand on my shoulder which frightens me to death and I'm very scared to turn my head to see who is behind me as different kinds of horrible thoughts run through my mind.

"hey, sorry I didn't mean to scare you or anything. I was just walking and saw you out here alone at this time of the night, just got concerned nothing more. I'm not here to harm you or anything" the man said in a very calm voice

"it's okay don't worry about it though you scared me to death" I replied as I turn my head

Though I think I have heard this voice somewhere, anyway it doesn't matter. The man sits next to me and he smells exactly like the man I met earlier in the café.

"what are you doing here? That's if you don't mind" the man asked

"I just came here to think, I come here when I have alot on my mind the view of the place and the quietness just makes me calm down" I replied while I look at the river

"oh I see, I come here often as well how come we have never met before. Anyway hope you don't mind sitting with me while I also meditate on a few things." the man said

"no, don't worry about it. By the way I'm Samantha and what's your name?" I asked as I turn to look at him with a smile on my face

"my name is Sean Smith, and it's a pleasure to meet you Samantha" he politely replied smiling back at me

And the minute I looked into his eyes, it was the man from the café, the love of my life. I tried so hard not to look excited because I don't want to scare the man or he might think I'm a weir creap.

"the pleasure is all mine" I said while trying not to smile too much.

"wait! Have we meet before?  I get to have the feeling we have met somewhere before or I'm wrong" Sean asked while trying to figure out where he had seen me

"oh yeah we have met before, it was actually this morning at the café. I was the waitress that attended to you" I replied like I careless when deep down I was jumping my heart out

"yeah! You're the hot waitress for in the café. To be honest with you I liked you today  but I never got the courage to talk to you but I guess it's fate that we have finally talked. I guess you'll find this weird but at least I have said what I think about you "he said while looking at the river.

" you must be very good at hiding things, I literally got no clue that you even liked me or even cared for that matter but it's not weird at all "I replied.

I didn't want to let him know that I liked him as well, in fact i fell in love with him the moment I set my eyes of his gorgeous body but I need to play cool.

" anyway I think I need to get going now, it's late and I'm starting to feel cold." I said and stoop up

"alright, can I walk you you though? It's very dangerous for a very beautiful young lady like you to be walking alone at this time of the night." he asked

"yeah sure, I don't mind at all" I answered

"And you haven't told me about yourself, in short van you tell me a bit about you? "Sean asked

" uhmmm, I'm Samantha Jackson, 18years old almost 19,studying at NYU, an English major, like reading, listening to music and going out. I think those are the basics " I said

" Okay, so I guess I can say we are friends right? And don't you want to know anything about me?" he asked with a smile

" yeah we are friends and I will know you eventually, I'm not in a hurry will take my time"i said with less emphasis in my voice.

" OK so can I have your line? He said

" yeah, why not " I replied getting his phone so that I put my phone number in it.

And we continue walking......