TOXIC(trapped passion) ✨( Completed/Editing)

Chapter 19.

.*chapter 19*

My head was in alot of places but I needed to be there for him and that was the best decision to make. I know he overreacted but I think it's because he loves me and that's why he's behaving like this, I understand him and I love him so I will just have to be there for him and support him because I know he's going through certain things that I'm not aware about and if it takes me my whole life then I will until he finds comfort in me. I love Sean and I'm willing to do anything for him just to make sure that he's good.

Sean.

"I know I'm being unfair to you about this but I just want to protect us both from getting hurt especially me. I have been in relationships where I saw the signs and I ignored everything and in the end I was hurt and I wouldn't want to lose you Sammy, my life means nothing without you in it, you are my world my everything atleast you're one this I'm sure that is mine.

Sam.

"babe I don't know what you have been through or what she did but we are not the same people and I'm different from her so I don't know why you're even thinking about us going our separate ways, just to be clear that will never happen only death can separate us thats all. "

Sean.

" you remember I told you that she was the only person that was there for me and helped me discover myself right? She made me fall. In love with her and she made me believe that she was in love with me. I loved her but she betrayed my trust and played with my emotions. "

" it all started when she started working at some minimart as the sales girl, they used to wear short uniforms and shit but I never really paid attention because I trusted her. She used to go there every single day and she was friendly with everyone male and female both. She never allowed me to see her phone or anything like that and I respected her because a phone is a private thing. I gave her everything that I could and I tried my best to make her happy but what did she do in return she slept with some random guys. She was fucking sleeping around with not one but three other guys and I thought she loved me and was loyal but no I was blinded by the love to see what was actually going on and from that day I promised never to let my girl work, be around guys or wear short clothes it makes me feel insecure and I think of what happened and what if it happens again? "

Sam.

"i know how you're feeling but it doesn't mean I can do the same thing to you, one thing you need to understand that I love you and nothing will ever change the way that I feel about you, nothing."

Sean.

"are you sure of what you are saying babe?"

Sam.

"yes I have never been more sure about something the way I am about you I love you and want to live the rest of my days by your side holding you close to me.

Sean.

Thank you ? for coming into my life. I have never been grateful."

There was a moment of silence for a few minutes.... Sam and Sean staring into each other's eyes and just fall in love with each other again. This is what true love is all about understanding how the other person feels and putting them. First before other things.

Sam.

"if it makes you happy I will stop associating with guys who might have feelings for me or even strongers, I will also give you all the passwords to my social media accounts and I will introduce you to everyone in my life so that you know them so that I won't have to explain myself all the time. But on the issue of working I can't stop I have alot of things I need to take care of but I promise to get a longer and better uniform. Is that good enough? "