TOXIC(trapped passion) ✨( Completed/Editing)

Chapter 32.

I know I'm not supposed to be here and be doing what I'm doing, but it's like I get dumn when I see him.

I really love him and wants to be with him but I don't think I wanna lose my life just because I love him.

I'm a sucker for love and it will be the death of me. He's the first person I had sex with and each and every time he comes close to me I forget that he actually hurt me. It's like he knows how to mend my broken heart even though he's the one that broke it into a thousand pieces.

    FEW HOURS LATER.

"Hey baby, how was your day? Hope everything was great." Julia says as she gives me a warm hug tightly.

"it was something... I ... I run into Sean at school and we had sex"tries to burry herself in her palms with shame.

"You did what! How the hell could you even go back to that idiot after everything he's done to you? You'll never learn Sam."Julia walks away.

"I'm sorry but...(Julia interrupts)

"There is no need to apologise you know what you're doing girl. Just don't say I didn't warn you with this psycho boyfriend of yours."

I know no one understands me, it's not like I want to be with him but I just can't stay away from him. He's my everything and I can't see myself with anyone else ...yes we both have our own demons to deal with but I know my love for him is stronger than whatever the world will through at us. Not even heaven or hell will ever come between us.

There is just something about love, the people that love us and make us happy are the ones that hurt us the most. I have never been this happy in my entire life but at the same time I have never felt this alone and disrespected. I guess that's how love works and I will play by it's rules.

'you of all people should understand me right now, if I had a choice I could have chosen a better place partner and all this couldn't have happened but it was fate and I can't change it. We all know that I love him and that's no lie 💔 it's very hard for me to stay away from him.' I say with no much effort in convincing her because I knew she had already made up her mind

' yeah right! Anyway I will always be here as a good friend to comfort you when he breaks your little heart.' says Julia and slaps the door behind her .
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Few weeks later...

It has been weeks since the incident had happened and I'm now getting used to the new me and people have stopped talking about me, atleast. I still have scars on my face and body but I guess it's something I will live to remember and Everytime I see myself in the mirror I will always picture his face and the love I have for him.

Everything was falling back in place and we had all gotten used to seeing Agatha pregnant and we were pretty excited about having a baby in the room.  We would all be practically mothers and the feeling was insane to be honest.

We don't know what the next challenges are going to be but as long as we have each other everything will be just ok.

'hey bitches, how are you going doing? What's with the long faces, who died? Agatha said and chuckled. She had a very great sense of humor even though sometimes it would be off and awkward.

' Nothing serious, just that some people never learn from their mistakes' Julia relied as she gave me this weird glance.

' how did it go at the hospital, how is the baby doing?' I asked to avoid the other conversation from continuing.

'uh everything is pretty good with her and I just need to stop doing alot of stuff, like a lot I don't know how I will pull if off but I guess I will need to try just for the safety of this little princess growing inside me.' she said while rubbing on her belly which is not yet showing.

' it's good that this little princess has mummy Julia around to make.sure that everything just goes on pretty well until she comes out.' Julia replies as she bends over to face Agatha's belly.