TOXIC(trapped passion) ✨( Completed/Editing)

Chapter 4.

It was a very cold afternoon, the weather had changed dramatically I think this had to do with the climate change that we have been experiencing for years now. I was in my small bed, covering the thin blanket that seemed to be of no use for I could still feel the cold even though I was covered under it. I needed time to myself, to relax my mind and think and music happens to do the trick. Music is the greatest therapy there ever is in this world and "at my worst" is doing the trick right now. I had alot to think about; there was school and what I had to write and then on the other hand I was thinking about the man at the café. I had never felt that way about a man and for that matter an older man. I guess I will only have a picture of him in my head as a memory because I don't know if I will ever see him again and that hurt alot.

DOOR OPENS....

"hey sweetie, how was your day? and hope you're feeling better now." Julia said while she walked to my bed and gave me a hug and kissed me on my forehead.

Julia is a very sensitive girl and she takes everything seriously , she is very different from Agatha and I. She is a preserved but a  very sweet person and tough at the same time. Julia is a very good looking young woman with a curved body shape, short straight hair and blue beautiful big eyes and to top it all she's the only one in a serious relationship. She has been in a relationship with Charles for two years now and she's happy and in love with him and she inspires me to have a great relationship just like hers. She's not a person who is into partying and all but it's because of Agatha and I that she even knows the club.

"I'm better now, but just have alot on my mind plus I really have something to tell you" I replied while getting out of bed. Just the thought of me telling Julia about the man I met brightened up my face and I found myself wearing a beautiful smile I couldn't explain.

Julia looks at me with an excited face which she tries very hard to hide but I know  her very well and she says to me in a calm voice" okay so tell me what happened am all ears and hope it's something very interesting "then laughs...

" Okay, so here is goes. When I was at the café today, there was a man who came by and damn! The man was dead gorgeous and he smelt so good, mmm mmm mmm. But I think he's like 23 or 24 years old which is not that bad right? "I said wanting her to agree with my statement.

" so what happened? Did you talk to him? What's his name? Where is he from? And what does he do? " Julia asked me these questions with a serious face on, she sounded worried like I was doing something wrong and she wanted to know everything about him. I do understand though why she is sounding like this, she  always  worries about me when it comes to relationships.

"eh relax don't get like that, it's not like I have some anything wrong here and besides I only served him coffee, I don't know anything about the guy but hoping I get to know more about him" I replied with a smile on my face.

"to be honest with you I don't really mind whether he's older than you, the same age or younger. The only thing I care about is your happiness and you being sure that he's the right one for you I think that's what matters. The only thing I want to tell you is that as long as he makes you happy, fuck everyone else and just live in the moment, live each and every moment like its your last that's all my love and you'll be happy. Just make sure whatever you're going to do about this man is really what you want and I will support you with whatever you want. " Julia says to me while holding my hands with soo much emotion in her voice.

I have always looked at her like an elder sister I never had and I really love her alot even though I don't show it alot.

" yeah I will definitely" do that even though my mind was pazzled and I didn't know what to do or what I wanted.

While we are holding hands and getting in our feelings Agatha walks in and she looks like she's being chased by someone....

"Girls! there is an emergency and I really need your help right now" Agatha says while trying to catch her breath

"What happened? , are you OK? , did anyone do anything to you or is chasing you? Julia asked

" No, no, no, do you remember the guy I told you about from my psychology class? ... I finally asked him out on a date and now I need to get ready. So while I go take a short bath can you please choose a sexy outfit for me to wear" Agatha asked looking at  us with adorable puppy eyes and  removing her clothes so that she can head to the shower.

"Oh my God..!

Seriously, fuck you! I thought it was something important and you got me worried over something stupid like this, gosh someone should put some sense into this girl." Julia shouted

"OK let's not annoy each other (then I laugh) Julia please come down, you even know how Agatha can get at time. Just don't mind her, and as for you missie I will take care of your outfit don't worry about it" I said while looking into her drawer to check for clothes.

"so you mean to tell us that you walked up to a guy you barely know and asked him out on a date, how shameless are you Agatha I really don't get your reasoning sometimes" Julia said and walked out of the room because she was irritated.

"yes I did, I liked what I saw and I got it. Sometimes it's important to take charge and be the bad ass woman" Agatha explained then laughed.

Agatha is a fearless type of person and loves to party, she barely takes anything serious. She is a person who is a goal-getter and would say a sex addict, a week can't pass without her making out with someone. I picked out a very nice and sexy outfit which is know she will love and with some cute sneakers.