TOXIC(trapped passion) ✨( Completed/Editing)

Chapter 29.

*chapter 29*

It had been a week now from the time I had been discharged from the hospital and I haven't heard from Sean from that time.
I'm really worried about him and hope he's not done anything stupid because he's just not stable when it comes to making decisions.

Maybe I should just get in touch with him I thought to myself and just know how he's doing that's all.

Grabs my phone on the bed and dials his number. Even know I had lost my other phone his number was always at the back of my head.

When I started texting I realized I had nothing to say to him and I think point I knew it was unnecessary for me to get in touch with him. I hope I was doing the right thing.

Today I'm actually going to school after being away for a few weeks now, I don't know how it's going to be but I bet the whole school knows that I was attacked and hospitalized.

I sat on my bed for a few minutes before I gathered the courage to go and take my bath, I finally decided to come out of bed made my bed and changed from my satin night short dress to a bathing towel. I then get everything I need for bathing and walk to the bathroom.

Julia and Agatha were still asleep and I didn't want to disturb them.

For the first time in a few weeks I'm able to bath myself even though I still feel pain in some parts of body. I stood by the shower and just let the warm water pass through my naked body, I closed my eyes and relived each and every moment of the beating. I was feeling the pain it felt like it was actually happening again but this time around I became used to it and didn't cream or make a noise.

As I lived this moment over and over again I touched my body and in my head I told myself I. Was enough and I didn't care what the world would say about me, I never wanted this to happen infact I'm the victim of assault.

After a good 30 minutes I was out of the bathroom and ready to wear a fake smile as I went for class.

I'm not person who likes wearing jeans but today I'm in jeans because instead have marks and bruises on my body and I paired it with a long sleeved polo bodysuit so that my neck and hands can be covered. I then look in the mirror and I realize I have more dark marks on my face than any other place.

I open one of the drawers and get my makeup kit so that I can cover some of the marks and I tried as much as I could to make it look more natural. It was not going as smooth as I thought it would and now I'm frustrated and on the verge of breaking down.

"do you know that you're damn fucking gorgeous and you are not supposed to do all that just to make yourself feel better. Makeup is not bad but this is not who you are bitch, you're a strong woman and the world needs to see your scares because this is who you are right now and no body can fucking change that. You're beautiful in and out always remember that" julia said as she put her hands on my shoulders and then hugged me from behind.

She had been looking at me from the time I came in and I know I didn't deserve all this but I really have a strong support system and I can do anything with my girls by my side.

I put lip gloss and put on my head wrap as a final touch to my outfit. I looked at myself in the mirror for like a minute before I turn away and get my books so that I can leave for class.

"I think I will be going for class now before I get late." I said to Julia while I packed the books in my bag.

"please don't worry about anything and don't think too much. If at all you don't feel comfortable at school just come back or you can call me to come and get you since I don't have classes today." she said as she tried to come out of bed.

" I will definitely do that, wish me luck "I said and chuckled.

" you were born with it, just go and conquer the fucking world while putting a smile on your pretty face. And please don't forget your keys I might go to the hospital with Agatha for antinental. "Julia said.

" alright. See you later ? "I said to Julia and gave a kiss on the chick before I left the room.