TOXIC(trapped passion) ✨( Completed/Editing)

Chapter 11.

*chapter 11*

I didn't know how I was going to tell Julia and Agatha that I just had sex, I know Julia won't be happy about everything but Agatha would definitely get excited and want to know everything, like all the details.

Opens the room door..

Hey girls... I said while I opened the door wearing a fake smile on my face

"hey love, how did it go? Julia asked

" what happened? Did you finally kiss your "Mr perfect" or did anything else happen? "Agatha said in a mockery voice

" OK so there is something that happened and I think you guys should sit so that I can tell you guys what happened "I said while putting my things on the bed

Both Julia and Agatha sit on my bed with anxiety written all over their faces and they just couldn't wait for me to tell them what had actually happened to me.

" so we actually had sex "said these words expecting anything from Julia because she is the responsible one.

" like are you being serious Sam, why the hell would you even do that. You barely know this man and you're already having sex with him "Julia said

" guys relax, it's not like I planned it or anything like that. It just happened and I couldn't control it, it happened so fast that I didn't even know what was happening "Sam said trying to make the girls understand.

" what do you mean you don't know what the fuck happened? Sam you should be serious with what you're doing, this is life we are talking about and hope you used protection just to be safe "said Julia with anger

" Julia why the hell are you talking to her like that, it's not her fault. Its not like she planned for this to happen, you're talking as though you don't the type of person Sam is. Gosh! "said Agatha

" OK guys can we just stop arguing and shit. I'm really tired and irritated at the same time I don't know what the fuck I'm doing and you're the only people I can talk to. Instead on you guys listening to what happened you're busy jumping into conclusions. You should tell me when you're ready to listen to me! "sam yelled

" I'm sorry I didn't mean to judge you or anything like that. I'm just worried about you and you know how I get when it comes to such things. Please just forgive me love (holding Sam's hands) I'm really sorry if I made you feel bad "said Julia.

" it's all good babe, don't worry about it. I know it's my fault and all but I just don't know what to do "Sam said with tears in her eyes

" hey,hey,... No babe you don't have to cry. Whatever happened has happened and it's in the past now. Why are you crying Sam? What really happen? Did he force you or anything like that? Because if he did I will literally cut off his dick myself" Agatha said with emphasis in her voice.

I don't really know why I was crying but I needed to cry, it's not like he did anything to me or said anything bad but I just felt like crying. It was something that always made come back to life and it felt good after. I couldn't believe that I had lost my virginity and to a person I knew nothing about but his name and this made me feel like a whore.

THE NARATION. *****

Sam.

"OK so after we left this place we didn't really talk alot in the car and shit but we exchanged a few words, then after like an hour of driving we reached this amazing place. I dont really know where that place is but it's like on a hill, the view is amazing and you can see the city and the lights. It's like a masterpiece painting, just gorgeous. Away from that, sorry got carried away (laughs just to easy the tension) so we sat behind the open van drinking some white wine and just star gazing it was chilled. We didn't really talk for like a couple of minutes then we started a conversation."

"then....."Agatha said with excitement

Sam.

" then, he put his hands around my waist and moved closer. After that we started kissing, yeah we kissed for some minutes then.... (Agatha interupts with a question)

"what was the kiss like? Is he a good kisser? And what did you feel when kissing him, what was going on in your head" Agatha

Sam laughs... Then says "well it was amazing I could feel our souls connected and talk to each other. It's like we were able to understand each other how we both wanted to be kissed and touched. His lips are delicious ? and no thoughts run through my mind, it's like I was where I needed to be at that particular time it was perfect."

"then we kissed, kissed my neck and touched my body then he reached for my vigina and I don't really know what he was doing but it felt good and I didn't want him to stop. All I needed was him in me and that's how it all happened just like that. But he asked me I was sure about doing it and I said yes "

" how did you feel though? "Julia asked

" at first it was painful then he started asking me questions just to make me comfortable and calm. It was hurting for the first few minutes but after I felt like I was floating and the feeling is unexplainable but one thing I'm sure about is that I don't regret anything that happened tonight. "said Sam with a smile

" so are you guys like a thing or you're just friends who can fuck? Like what's the deal between you guys? "asked Agatha

" I don't really know but he told me that he really likes me and time will tell what happens between us. And I'm cool with that plus I don't even know what I want at the moment. So we can just let things end here for now and hold on to the memories." Sam

" the only thing I can tell you is that just be careful with this guy because you barely know him or his intentions. Just play safe and please make sure you get some contraceptives tomorrow on your way to work, safety come first (adds a smile) "Julia

" so when are you guys seeing each other again or maybe this is it? "Agatha

" uh he asked when I would want to see him but I don't know if I want to see him again and when I do what am I supposed to say or do? I feel its going to be awkward for some minutes "sam

" I can't believe someone actually managed to sleep with you girl, eish you're the hardest person ever. This guy deserves an Oscar "Agatha

" I know right! Shocking. "julia

All the girls laugh...