TOXIC(trapped passion) ✨( Completed/Editing)

Chapter 8.

*chapter 8.

"how do I look?" I asked Julia and Agatha

"you look hot, don't worry about it" Agatha said

"yeah you look beautiful and be careful. Make sure you send me your live location, please" Julia said in a worried tone

"yeah don't worry babe I will be just fine, he's a nice guy. He can't do anything bad to me" I said then laughed just to reduce the silent tention in the room

"all criminals have the nicest faces ever and they are kind and gentle. Anyway go he's waiting for you and have fun."julia said

I don't know what will happen, whether I will get tired of him just like the others or I will love him till death. I just hope everything goes well tonight and after this date things will be more clear. All these were the thoughts which run through my head and I didn't know what would happen.

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"hey... Here I'm,ready to go" I said with so much excitement.

"yeah sure (opens the car door) please after you" he said politely.

He was such a gentleman and I was falling for him each and every minute that I spent with him.

It was a cool night and while in the car I rolled down the window because I love how it felt plus he was playing very cool music which actually was my type of music. It was definitely a match made in heaven and I was patiently waiting to see where this would lead. For a moment I forgot I had only known him for just a few days but it felt like forever.

Why are you quiet? Sean asked

Nothing really, I'm just enjoying the night. It's very beautiful and innocent but can be evil at the same time. Weird how night can be at times....

He Looks at me with a smile and ask "what do you mean by it can be evil at the same time?"

"ummmh OK, let's say alot of bad things happen in the night for example thiefs can attack a person and ll. You get what I mean right?" I said in a low tone.

"Yeah I get what you're trying to say and it makes sense when you put it like that but it's really beautiful and makes everything look peaceful and make you feel in a certain way" Sean said.

"I really love it when it's at night and  I just feel safe and loved, just the feel of the cool breeze makes me think about alot of things and go places in my head. I love it in my head it's peaceful and weirdly perfect in a way. I wish I could spend the rest of my days watching sun sets and stars ✨ they make me happy it's like they were made to make me happy and it's something I can't explain with actual words........ "

There I was saying out my thoughts to him and he was just there listening and smiling at me. I don't know what to feel but I think I'm in love with this man and driving me crazy, he body just turns me on and it's something which has never happened to me, ever!

"so tell me something about yourself." said sean

"what do you want to know exactly" I said (both make eye contact and I immediately turn away)

Sean

"There is something I have been meaning to ask you (clears his throat and laughs, for the dramatic effect) why are you single? You're a very beautiful person, smart, matured and reserved and I just don't get it. "

Sam.

"Uhhh I feel like guys these days don't really have what I look for in a man. Everything is fake and they just want the sex that's all. It's not like I have a problem with having sex, no. I just want it to be real when I have it, even though we don't last a life time with the person but they should just be real to be that's all. "

" so you mean to tell me that you're a virgin? " Sean asked shockingly

Sam laughs...... And says

" yes I'm and I know it's weird for someone my age bla bla bla.... That's all they all say but I don't think it's the right time yet. "

" I don't really think it's weird or anything. Just do what makes you happy that's what is important as long as you are happy don't fucking care what others say or think about you. "he said

" yeah exactly, so until the time is right I will hold on to my innocence. "sam

" what do you mean when you say guys these days don't have what you want? "sean

" it's really hard to explain but when I see it I will know that thats what I'm looking for "Sam

" Mmmm OK that's something I guess I don't even know what to say but I hope you find the real in the fake world we are living in today because I tell you it's not easy to find a real genuine person" sean said effortless with eyes focused on the road.

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We were both silent for a few minutes and it was just weird.

To my surprise we reached this beautiful place. It was like a mountain or hill or something like that. We could see the the whole NY city and it was gorgeous. The lights and the selence that came along with it was just priceless, I wouldn't trade this night for anything. I was in love with the spot at first sight it felt magical in my head.

"we have reached out destination, after 1 hour of driving. Hope you like the place" Sean said

"are you insane, I really love this place. It's really amazing I swear, damn!" sam

"How did you even find this place" ? aked sam

"uh.... There was this one night where I was driving because I was really depressed and shit and I just stopped and I was here. From that day I come here whenever I want to think or be alone." Sean.