TOXIC(trapped passion) ✨( Completed/Editing)

Chapter 12.

*chapter 12*

There I was in bed tossing and tossing but couldn't find any sleep and Sean's face was all over in my head and I couldn't get rid of it. I couldn't stop myself from thinking about him or what had just happened, if felt like a dream couldn't believe I just lost my virginity and it felt really good shockingly.

I think I'm in love with him, I said to myself. But no I can't be in love with this guy I just met him and I think it's just infatuation, yes it's infatuation I tried to convince myself.

I really don't want to fall in love with him but I can't stop my heart from wanting what it wants. He's a good man and has everything I want in a man but is he worth my love? Can he handle it? Is he capable of holding on and never letting go? I don't know but I don't think so.

Phone vibrates.. 2 messages from Sean

Sean.

Hey, are you sleeping yet?

I miss you

Sam.

Not really but I'm in bed, I can't seem to fall asleep and it's driving me crazy.

Sean.

I can't stop thinking about you and what just happened I don't know why

Sam.

Same here ? I can't remove the images in my head I can clearly see everything happen before my eyes.

Sean.

Is it a good thing or bad thing?

Sam.

I don't regret whatever happened and I will hold on to this memory until my lungs give up.

Sean

???Same here, I wish I could hold you right now and just listen to your heart beat. I really love spending time with you Sam and no matter what promise you will never give up on me please

Sam.

Why are you talking like this?

Sean.

Just promise me that you will be my ride or die no matter what Sam?

Sam.

Yes I promise I will never give up on you no matter what.

Sean.

Goodnight Sammy see you soon. I will be back for you.

Sam.

What do you mean you will e back for me?

Sean, why aren't you replying to my messages

Anyway goodnight

Get in touch as soon as you can.

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It's a beautiful and I have a great feeling about today. I feel like something nice will happen to me and I don't know why I'm feeling like this.

"good morning loves?" Sam greets Julia and Agatha

"good morning babe, how did you sleep?" asked julia

"I slept well thank you ?. How did you sleep?"

"how Come we are being polite and greeting each other this early morning, can we stop this bullshit it's disgusting being nice to each other" Agatha says in her sleepy voice walking to the bathroom.