TOXIC(trapped passion) ✨( Completed/Editing)

Chapter 30.

*chapter 30*

When I reached campus most people had already gotten there and that was what I was hoping not to happen, everyone was looking at me as though I was some type of weirdo. They looked at me as though they had seen a vampire which didn't happen on a daily basis, I even heard some whispering to each and and for a second I felt strength being drained from my body and I wouldn't move my legs.

Every single being was looking at me and I was wishing that I would literally disappear and just never come back here again.

"hey Sam, is everything okay?" Martin said while he put his hands on my shoulder from behind.

"yeah! I think I'm all good just felt dizzy for a moment. But I think I'm good now, it's nothing serious." I said as I tried to bring myself back to life.

"we can go to the school hospital or if you want I can take you home." Martin offered and he sounded worried.

We walked to class and I felt like some sort of creature because every damn person was looking at me and before the first class had even come to an end I walked out of class because I just couldn't take this anymore. It's like everyone judged me with their eyes and I am not the type of person who likes attention from people, I like being a ghost and I wish it could stay like that but I guess I'm the star in this unknown movie.

As I stepped outside the school gate, there he was my demon waiting for me patiently and for a moment my heat beat faster than it was beating. I was happy to see him even though he's the one who put me in this situation. I had to play cool, I didn't have to show that I was happy to see him or anything like that.

I walked passed him like there was nothing I saw, and he stood there just to. See if I would turn and look at him but I didn't even though I was dying just to give him one last glance.

"Sam don't ask like you haven't seen me here standing waiting for you. I come here every single day hoping I will get to see you and each and every day was the same. I really miss you Sam and I just want us to talk and be on the same page. Just hear me out and I will accept whatever you say. "Sean said

" I don't think we have anything to talk about, Julia said everything I had to say so I don't even get why you're here stalking me like an idiot. "I said trying not to sound too rude.

" I know what your bitch friend said and I now want to hear you say the words to my face ? I know this is unlike you babe, you love me and I love you so I don't get why you're acting like this right now. "he said while raising his voice at me.

" and who do you think you are to decide what I want. Don't act like you don't know what you did was wrong. Instead of you begging me to forgive you, you're here putting it like I was the one who did you wrong. "I said and tried to walk away.

He pulled me by my hair again, and put me in his car against my will. I don't think this fucked up nigga Wil ever in his life do anything right. I didn't try to come out of the car or anything because I was scared. This time they would definitely come and get my cadabra.

We didn't talk in the car and he drove till we reached his house. He came out of the car and hoped that I would come out as well but there I was seated still like a statue. He came on the other side of the car opened the door and carried me into his house.

"now we can talk like fucking civilized people, why do you treat me like this huh. Why do I have to go through all these troubles just to talk to you Sam. Was I wrong to fall in love with you, it's not really my fault that I have demons that I'm also fighting. I tried to hide them away from you but sometimes I can't control them. I need you to help me help myself Sam, you're the angel that can save me from dying together with my demons. "

" I really love you alot more than anything in this world and it just kills me to imagine someone else touching you or even just looking at you. I'm the only one who is supposed to know you in and out and nobody else. I would die for you Sam, I would kill anybody just to be with you. Please don't leave me babe, I would be miserable without you in my life. " Sean said all these things to be and was on his knees with tears in his eyes.

He didn't let me say a single word instead he came close to me. He was way taller than me and he looked down on me and I looked into his beautiful eyes which were watery with tears.

The moment I looked into them I felt like I had fallen in love with him again and heart was calm and I felt at ease. He put his fingers on my lips and then bend over just to kiss me. His fingers where all over my waist and the moment he kissed me I became dumb and I looked how he kisses me.

He then reached for my head wrap and removed it, he told me I. Was beautiful and he loved me. He kissed me slowly and I responded to the kiss, we kissed passionately for a good 30 minutes and I was wet and he got hard. In my head I knew it was going to happen and my body was really excited about what was going to happen.

Theme song for this chapter is Demons by imagine dragons ✨