TOXIC(trapped passion) ✨( Completed/Editing)

Chapter 37.

Love you till infinity( Sam's POV)

We didn't go to his place when he forcefully took me, I don't know where this place is but I sent my live location to Agatha. At this point I don't trust Sean, I think he is back to drugs or whatever goes on in his head.

I just don't want to have an abortion, I already have damaged my sanity and I don't want to add another pychological damage episode. Having an abortion has alot of negative impact on the person, plus it's just not in me to do such a thing, I can never live with myself.

It was some house in the middle of some bushes, it was a beautiful house. But I just didn't know what we were doing here and I was really scared, I started having flashbacks of how he hit me and that made me have a panic attack.

After an hour or so, I recovered from my trauma and we were just there looking at each other with nothing to say or movement made. He finally broke the silence and finally said

' you know that I love you right, and I don't want to be the reason that you don't achieve your dreams, babies are alot of work and I don't think you're in the right state of mind to have a baby. Just look at what just happened to you Sam, babe just listen to me and let's have an abortion.'

' oh my God, Sean are you even listening to yourself right now, why do you act dumn and retarded at times. So you think having a bad will have pychological effects on me and having an abortion won't. I can't believe this, it's like I don't know you anymore, where is the man I fell in love with because you're not the fucking same person' she shouts

' I am the same person and will forever be, all I'm trying to say is I don't want a stupid baby to come between us plus I'm not ready to be dad. I don't think I will ever be ready for that babe'

' don't call me babe, you could have just told me that you're not ready, not causing this unnecessary drama. I will raise this baby on my own and give him or her my last name. I don't want to ever see you near me or my baby and please never call or come to look for me, you're just a good for nothing man. Now can you please take me back home or just open the door for me so that I can find my way to school. I really can't stand being in the same room with you.'

' I have told you a number of times that we are never breaking up, and why do you think I brought you this far? You're not going anywhere until you have that damn abortion and we pretend as though it never happened. You are stuck with me' he says and sits on the couch as he looks at me.

' you're a psychopath, let me just call some to come and get me because I can't deal with you anymore. Don't you think you have done enough? Haven't you caused me enough pain? Look at me, look at the scars on my face this will always remind me of who you are and what you did to me. I don't know why I still love you even after everything but you know what, I don't blame you I blame myself for being stupid and naive to believe that you had changed.' Sam says while crying.

Taking the phone out of the purse and before I could even put my pin on the phone, he snapped it off my hands and it was not in pieces. He got my purse and shoes by force and hid them.

He took me to one of the small room and told me;

' from this moment, this is where you will be staying, it looks as though you want to play games with me but I will show you who is boss. Samantha I fucking told you I can't live without you, you're the love of my life. You'll have to kill me first before you come out of this place and I know it's impossible because you love me just as much as I love you.' he said.

' Sean you can't just lock me in here as though am some animal or something'

' you're behaving like one right now, when you think about what I told you and make the right decision and by right decision you know what I mean ( winks). I will open the door for you and take you to the doctor and everything will be back to normal, until then you can get some rest since you said you're tired. I will be back with some food and clothes so that you can change. If you want I can even hit it raw since you're already pregnant.' says this then laughs and walks out of the room locking the door from the outside.

This is really bad, I feel in love with a mad man, what have I done to myself. This was supposed to be a good relationship, where we get married and have kids. I really need to find a way and leave this place before he comes back he will dead ass murder me.

All I wanted was someone to love me and not be obsessed with me, just wanted a good man who would make me feel safe and protected but now I will have to protect myself because I don't feel safe to be around my own boyfriend. If only I had known that things would turn out to be this way I could have never talked to him in the cafe, he looked like a gentleman but no he was just a psychopath dressed smartly and I feel for it.