TOXIC(trapped passion) ✨( Completed/Editing)

Chapter 14.

*chapter 14*

Sean

"You're the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and I just don't want this to end. I will always be here for you no matter what you're my ride or die, I love you."

Sam.

"I liked you the first day I met you and I knew you were the one for me. I don't know why but that's how I felt the first day I saw you."

Sean.

"Hey look, there is a food place over there and I'm really hungry. Would you want to grab something to eat with me?"

Sam.

"yeah sure, but I'm not into food alot though."

Sean.

"yeah we will get whatever you want, I'm into food, I love food so I will definitely make you taste different types of foods. Wow I'm excited and I can't wait to live my whole life doing amazing things and writing books with you.

Sam.

" yeah that sounds fun" (smiles)

Sean.

"please take a sit (pulls the chair so that Sam can sit). So now what would you love to eat?

Sam.

I don't really know I'm OK with anything.

The night had gone by so fast, I didn't want to leave his side not even for a second. Spending time makes me realise how much I love this guy and the feeling is just priceless. We had our dinner together and got to know him better, atleast he opened up about a few things with me and that just made me feel important to him.

From there we decided to take a walk, it was a clear night and it just looked beautiful, we held hands while we walked and talked and talked it was just the best thing ever. I'm not a girl who likes fancy restaurants or expensive things, the smallest things matter and those are the things I treasure the most.

Sean

"do you want to go see my place? You said you would come."

Sam.

"Yeah sure no problem, I actually want to know where you stay. "

Sean.

Alright then, shall we. (both look at each other and giggle)

It was a very beautiful place, there was a couch and a few video games here and there. There were alot of novels like alot and it made me feel comfortable it was a safe space to be in I thought to myself.

Sean.

"Welcome to my place, don't mind how messy this place is, please take a sit."

"What do you offer you? "

Sam.

"Don't worry about it, I like it. It's very simple and nice. I will have some water. "

Sean.

"OK, let me get you some water."

Sam.

So what inspires you to write books? "

Sean.

" Its not like I have one specific thing that inspires me,no. Sometimes I get inspired by reading other people's books and stories I learn alot from other people’s works. But most of times I write from the heart because I don't really talk alot or express myself that often so what I do is just put all my emotions on paper and it's very easy to relate. Experiences also inspire me and I just want to make people know how some things can be and just like that I get inspired. Writing is the hardest and easiest thing I have ever done in my life. Do you know why I say this, it's because writing is very easy but hard when you're not having anything to inspire you write, it's hard to just remove what you want people to see out there. What of you what really inspires you to write? "

Sam.

" Most of my work is inspired by what I. See around me, what happens to me or other people inspires me to write. With the right music and correct place then I will definitely write my soul out. "

Sean.

" What have you written so far?"

Sam.

" I have written alot of books based on my life and just casual books I write when I feel like writing something, but nothing is published yet."

Sean.

" why don't you publish your work Sammy? "

Sam.

" I don't really know but I just feel like it's not yet the right time to let the world see what I'm capable of doing "

Sean.

" what's your favorite movie and why? "

Sam.

" my favorite movie is a classic 'twilight' I love this movie to death and it's just priceless. The love is real, you can actually feel it that's the type of love I would want to have for the rest of my life even if it means I will have to change myself for him. "

Sean.

" are you sure that you can change your whole life just for a person Sam? "

Sam.

" yeah definitely. I feel like when I love nothing matters but the person I'm with and I put him first before anything else including myself that's how much I can love. I can literally put my life on hold just to make sure you're happy and you have what you need. The problem is, it takes alot for me to reach at this level In a relationship. He really has to be worth it and not be like just any other guy.

Sean.

"that's really interesting, like it's really something. So should we watch your favorite movie or read a book together?"

Sam.

"I prefer reading novels to watching movies, I love to picture each and everything myself like just let my imagination take me away and enjoy the book."

Anna Todd has always been my favorite author, her books are just amazing and at the moment I have the after series to read. I love the way she brings out her books and her imagination is beyond human understanding. When I read about Tessa and Hardin it just makes me believe in love, it's like changing someones whole life for the better and I would love to be in a such a situation.

When I read books it makes me feel at peace and it's a better world better than reality, you see everything unfold before your eyes and it's just amazing. I wish I could become half a better writer as Anna Todd some day.

Sean.

"So are you going to sleep here today or I have to take you back "

Sam.

"it depends on how you treat me tonight." looks at him in a sexy way

Sean.

"oh okay that's good with me and I just want you all to myself and I can keep you here for ever just you and me in the world of books.and some sex.