TOXIC(trapped passion) ✨( Completed/Editing)

Chapter 27.

*chapter 27*

         A WEEK LATER....

"are you excited that you're going home today?" nurse

"yeah, I'm really tired of this place and it just makes me feel sicker than I actually am." I replied

"you better be excited bitch, there is something waiting for you back there." Julia said while she packed my clothes in a bag.

"I'm really glad that you're all fit and ready to go" the nurse said as she removed the cannula from my hand.

"I never want to come back here again, unless when they bringing my lifeless body to the mortuary" I chuckled.

"what in the world is that supposed to mean?" Julia asked wearing a serious face

"it was just a joke, relax."  I replied.

Julia had called a taxi to come and pick us up from the hospital. She really tried her best to make me feel all conformable, she was truly a friend. She really was there for me in my darkest days and there is nothing I can ever do to replace the way I'm feeling.

Julia was carrying my bad and I was on the wheelchair, we barely made it out of the hospital door when we run into Sean. He didn't know that I was being discharged today and he was surprised and happy at the same time.

He tried to hug me but Julia pushed him away and made it very clear that he should keep his.distance or else he would end up behind bars.

She opened the taxi door and I entered and she used the other side and entered as well, we said bye to the nurse and she was just an amazing person and I was glad she was nursed me till I was better.

After a few minutes of saying bye, the driver drove off and we left Sean there standing with tears in his eyes. I really felt bad because I didn't really want to see him suffer but he deserved everything that was happening to him even though I could equally feel the pain.

I had wrapped my head and face with a head wrap just to make sure that no one sees the scares on the face when we reach campus. People can be a little nosey when it comes to such and I wouldn't want my name to be all over campus as the latest gossip.

After about half an hour of driving we finally reached our destination and I felt some type of anxiety in my bones. I felt like it was my first time that I had been on this campus, I was a new person, I had been reborn and I was looking forward to the good and bad beginnings that were coming my way.

Our room was on the top cloor and I had to gather and find strength inside of me to walk up to my room. It usually takes about 5 minutes or less to reach our room but today it too more than 20 minutes and each and every stair I walked on made me feel breathless, I needed to take a deep breath to catch a breath after each and every step I took.

Finally we were on the last floor and had reached our room, Julia made me open the door and as soon as I opened the I saw Agatha standing there with a huge smile on her face.

The room had been decorated and there was a huge sign written "WELCOME BACK HOME BITCH!". There was alot of balloons and food and drinks even though there was alcohol because Agatha was pregnant and I was on medication.

She run to me and hugged me, looked at me into my eyes and shed tears. It was rare that Agatha would cry or get sentimental in situations but this one really touched her.

"I thought I would never see you again. Why the hell would you do this to us and yourself babe, I'm the one who is supposed to be making such bad decisions and not you." Agatha cried and then chuckled

"hey, babe don't cry, look at your condition my love. Just be happy that I made it alive and we should just thank God that I made it." I said and wiped tears from her eyes.

She then hugged me again, our little girl needs to have 3 moms as planned. I was really happy and grateful for everything that these girls were doing for me and I can't ask for more at this point.

" please can both of you stop this emotional drama, everything is good now and let's just celebrate what we have right now and not dwell in the past." Julia said to easy the emotional drama.

"yeah let's please do that plus I'm really hungry. This baby will make me gain more weight that I imagined." Agatha said while eating some of the food.

I decided to walk to the mirror and remove the head wrap just to see how I. Was looking. I had refused to see myself in the mirror while I was in the hospital but I think this was the right time for me to do this. I know this is going to hurt but I had to live with it and accept that this was me.

I unwrapped the cloth and before I could remove everything, my hands started shaking and eyes were filled with tears. I finally removed it and I thought I was looking at someone else's reflection, I couldn't hold myself back but cry. There were stitches and scares everywhere and I looked like a whole different person.

Julia and Agatha didn't really say anything to me but just hug me, they understood how I was feeling and that no words would make me feel differently or would make me look a little different. I had lost the one thing that I had which was beauty and I don't know how I would face and concur the world with a low self esteem.

But I had to keep my head held high because that's what strong people do, that's what I needed to be a strong ass woman.