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TW ~ I didn't know what to write here, but I thought it could trigger some people. Abuse, scars, fear
I thought about Nat, because she can relate to so much trauma (ofc others can too, I just like her okay? She's my comfort character and she's dead, lol. It's not okay)
Thank you so much @ImIntoEveryone, you always help me and give me ideas / inspiration / make requests <3✨
Hope you enjoy reading, lol
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Your POV
"Look me in the eyes!", the doctor said harshly. I was scared, I was just 6 years old. I didn't knew it better, so I did. He had dark eyes, I could see anger in them. And then he smirked evil.
"I told you to never look one of us in the eyes. You disobeyed.", he smirked. I could hear in his voice how much fun he has when he spanked me, cutted me or hurted me in any other way.
"No I was just-", I cried out. Hot tears started rushing down my cheeks.
"And now you contradict... No food for three days."
I cried even more as he left the room, leaving me alone with my thoughts.
That's really nothing a six year old should go through. That's nothing anyone should go through.
My eyes crushed open and I breathed heavily. My full body was covered in sweat and my heartbeat ran like there would be a race to win.
I didn't close my eyes again, because of the fear that these memories would come back. Silent tears escaped my eyes.
I've never looked someone in the eyes again after that. Even as I was out of HYDRA.
Since the Avengers safed me out of the base I was in I live here. That was three years ago and I still haved looked anyone in the eyes. I was a very quiet person, didn't talk much.
Because I was scared, that if I talk I couldn't hold it back anymore. Everything would come out.
I never wore shirts with short sleeves or even a bikini. Just because I don't want them to see all my scars. I don't want them to ask why they are there and hkow I got them.
They don't really know much about me. Only what I told them, and that wasn't much.
I told them I got to HYDRA a few years ago, because they kidnapped me. I didn't told them, what they did to me.
