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"Dammit Louis." Liam grumbled to himself. Louis was making it pretty hard to keep his depression a secret, with him asking all these questions. And to every question, Liam would answer I'm fine.

But those two words were similes to the words 'help me', and Louis knew that very well. Liam popped two more pills in his mouth, not really caring that those pills were over his dosage.

He was so pissed at Louis, and felt so infuriated that maybe Louis had told everyone else in the group chat, and they may know something was up.

He couldn't allow that.

He had to keep his strong façade.

And if Louis had fucked everything up, then dammit, Liam had to fix it. The chat was relatively quiet now, the messages weren't flying in seconds.

payno: hey guys I'm fucking fine.

payno has left the chat.

lou: what the actual fuck was that

payno: what

lou: you make a big scene and you just leave the chat and you expect everyone to believe that you're all fine and dandy? nah, that's not how it works

payno: that's exactly how it works, mind you. im fine.im fine. im fine. I'm fine.

lou: bullshit

"Fuck you!" Liam screeched. He's always been a defensive person, never opening up to anyone and not wantin to start now.

He was supposed to feel good, happy even, by leaving the chat.

Instead, he felt worse then he ever did. He threw his phone on the carpet, damned. "These depression pills aren't helping, maybe I should take some more."He said aloud, and walked over to the kitchen table where he left the pills.

Three more went down the hatch.

5 more than he was prescribed, in total.

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im temped to post the Joanna kuchta selfies I did to the side but no