Panic Attacks

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You were left alone until lunch time. The doctor was nice enough to bring you new clothes, toys and puzzles for you to play with but you were to tired and hungry to play with them. You had changed into the clothes which was a red shirt and blue jeans. No one had brought you food after Cookie punched you and you were starving. If you were still in on the streets you could feed yourself.

You are sitting near the door of the crate when the door opens. Judy comes walking in with a plate of food but the food smells funny. She opens the door to the crate and sees the toys. She growls and removes all the toys and puzzles from the cage.

"A brat like you doesn't need toys." she says with a smirk. "You're lucky that I'm taking time out of my day to feed you, especially when I could be spending time with my sweet Cookie." 'So they're both insane' you think as you wait for her to put down the food.

She sighs and puts down the plate of food. You immediately notice that the amount of food is significantly less then what you had before. You also see that the food is slightly rotten. You look up at her and see her smiling evilly.

"If you don't eat it all by the time I'm back, I'm going to punish you and the doctor isn't here to help you." she says as she skips away. She closes the door and leaves you alone once again. You make your way to the food and take a good look at it. Most of it is rotten but it's not the worst thing that you have eaten and it's better then not eating at all. You slowly start to you the little food that you had. Judy had not brought you any water to wash the taste away.

When you finish the food, you go back to the corner and wait for the demon to come back. 'Isn't she supposed to help bitties?' you think as you stomach starts to hurt. You start to wonder if she did something to the food. You slowly fall asleep as you hold your aching tummy.

You wake up to the sound of the door being slammed open. You stomach hurts more than it did before. Judy walks in and sees you. She smiles at your pain.

"Wow, I didn't think you were stupid enough to actually eat it," she says with a laugh. You glare at her and she rolls her eyes. "I was told to take you to meet the rescues again, so you're coming with me." She says as she opens the door to the crate. You decide to make things difficult for her and try to avoid her hand as she tries to grab you. You hear her growl and you smile at her frustration. As a result, when she does grab you she squeezes you unbearably hard.

"Don't fight me," she spats at you as you try to breath, you feel a sharp pain in your back. She then takes you to another room and places you in a play pen. When she comes back she is surrounded by the other rescues.

"You're the best Ms. Judy!" says Luna. Apollo hums in agreement. Luna and Apollo were siting on Judy's shoulder, smiling happily. Feathers is on the other shoulder happily singing away.

"You have a wonderful voice, Feathers." says Judy with a real smile on her face. You watch Feathers turn a bright red as she says a quiet 'thank you'. You look down at Judy's hands and notice that Sunflower is in one and Cookie was in the other. Cookie was sleeping while Sunflower was looking at Judy with a big smile.

You are taken aback by the amount of happiness that was surrounding Judy. 'She cares about the others, so why not me? What's so wrong with me that even the best people hate me?' you think as your eyes water up. You're to lost in thought to see that the others are in front of you, trying to get your attention.

"Hello?" Luna says, waving her hand in front of your face, snapping you out of your trance. You jump back in surprise and fall on you butt. "Oh my, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." Luna says as she helps you up.

"It's nice to see you again," says Apollo. You nod and avoid eye contact. Instead, you look around at the toys and puzzles.

"Would you like to play with us?" Luna asks. You nod as she grabs your hand and takes you to the nearest puzzle. "I'm sorry about what Cookie did to you." Luna whispers, "Her last owner used her as a lab rat and it drove her to insanity." You look up surprised. Luna nods and continues, "Sunflower was stepped on by her owners kid and it broke her back, Feathers was used in bitty fights and lost her arm in the process, and me and my brother was abused by our owner." She says with a sad voice as she turns to you. "What's your story?" she asks. You look her in the eyes and removed your shirt for her to see the scars. You had removed the bandages earlier so your whole body was there for everyone to see.

You hear gasps come from behind you and you turn around, your back now facing Luna. You see the others there with worried expressions. You were confused as to why they were shocked when Luna spoke up.

"You're bleeding!" she says as you finally knew why they were worried. You eyes widen even more when you realized why you were bleeding. The sharp pain that you had felt when Judy squeezed you was an old wound reopening. No one noticed that you were bleeding until you took off your shirt because the shirt was red.

You watch as Luna runs up to Judy to get her attention. "JUDY!" yells Luna as Judy looks over with a confused look.

"Yes?" she says "Is something wrong?"

"The new bitty's bleeding!" Luna says as Judy's face turns into one of fear. Not fear for you but she that she might get caught but no one but you knew that.

"I'll take care of them." Judy says as she grabs for you. Out of pure fear and panic you bite her. Judy pulls back in shock. You run away in fear of being punished and you start to have a panic attack. You think that your back in your old owners place and that you were going to be whipped again. You hide behind a shelf and start to shake violently. Feathers follows you and begins to hit you for biting Judy.

"Why would you do that?! She's just trying to help!" Feathers says as she continues to beat you up ignoring that you were shirtless and bleeding. Apollo has to drag Feathers off of you as you began to cry. You could tell that Apollo was also mad at you but was reasonable enough to keep calm. Your panic attack gets worse as you began to scratch yourself so much that you make yourself bleed. You crawl up into your usual ball but by doing so you open the wound on you back even more.

Luna is the first to realize that you were having a panic attack and rushes to your aid. She hugs you and tells you comforting words. Soon the others start to understand what was going on. Guilt overtakes them as they leave to go tell Judy where you were, hoping that she could help.

You began to calm down as Luna helps you. You start to feel bad because you can see your blood all over Luna's clothes. You start to cry harder when you see the shelf that you were hiding behind move. You then see Dr. Firwillikins standing there. You immediately raise your hands as if to ask to be picked up. He gives you a sympathetic smile and reaches down to pick you up. He then removes you from the room and takes you to the examination room. He gives you a shot and you feel yourself getting drowsy.

"Don't worry little one, I am going to fix your back and stop the bleeding. You're going to be okay." he says in a comforting voice. You nod and let the medicine take over as you fall asleep.

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