Y/N'S POV
A month has passed after that concert thing and since the day Taehyung and me went together for a day out in the city.
And from the same day...I'm feeling like my whole heart has flown to Seoul.
I don't feel like doing anything.
Waking up sucks.
Sleeping sucks.
Living sucks.
And more than any of this...the thoughts and moments with Taehyung from that day.
The way his touch felt...
The way he smiled...
Everything feels so nostalgic.
I even ended up crying three to four times after remembering everything about that day.
So as a consequence...I have slightly started distancing myself from BTS.
It was getting hard for me to see Taehyung on screen now when... I've watched him in real life and had spent the most beautiful moments of my life with him.
My heart aches after remembering all the memories and I don't want myself to be in a state of depression thinking about the same thing again and again...which I will be never going to get back in my life.
Never ever...but still... if feels a part of me is gone...Lingering onto Taehyung's shoulder.
Today was my day off and it was around 7 in the evening. When my sister came to me and plugged her earphones in my ears.
Soon Taehyung's deep voice melted in my ears.
It must be his new song.
But I didn't hear any news about his new song or collab?
Anyways...
As soon as the song started I found my hands shivering...as my body started to give up.
It feels like every lyric in it was written for the same day when me and Tae were together. And at last when he said...
4AM in the night
Sunrise is on the way
It was the time when Taehyung left my home with my heart too... maybe.
"It's already 4 am in the night...you should call your driver." I told him that night.
"It's not 4 am in the night...it's 4 am in the morning. AM means...the morning has started." Taehyung giggled at that time.
"No...morning means light...and the sun is not here yet. So I consider it as night...think this way." I said to him.
"No...I won't think in your stupid way which has no science in it...It's morning already...sunrise is on the way." Taehyung protested against me.
My body got goosebumps remembering our whole conversation while listening to that particular part.
We had a little argument over it of it's 4 am in the night or not and he used it in his song.
Does that mean he wrote it for me?
No...no...it can't be.
But he said to me in the park... that he'll write something new for me.
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IDOL- Destined to be his❤(KTH× READER)
Fanfic❤I never even dreamt of seeing him from my bare eyes in my whole life...But knowing him from this close was something that I will never forget... ❤"Y/n...Let's go to Seoul with me." He said...his eyes glistening with tears and face showing immense...
