IDOL- Destined to be his❤(KTH× READER)

CHAPTER - 39 CASTLES CRUMBLING ❤️

Y/N'S POV

It's been days since I last saw the visiting card of Nora in Taehyung's notepad. I didn't talk to him about it, it's not like i didn't get a chance. I did.

But what if all my intentions are true and he tells me that yes he's still seeing Nora.

What would I do then?

It's not like I can protest.

I can't.

I didn't even tell anyone about it.

Not unni,not anyone.

"Baby bear ,can you just switch the channel we're getting nominated for the Grammys today maybe,I still don't know" Taehyung came and sat beside me smuggling into me.

"Wow,I didn't know about this one" I said switching the channels and standing up from the couch.

I went to the bedroom and searched for my medicines. I looked around the side table and had my medicines. Just then my eyes found a bottle of sleeping tablets. I opened the bottle and saw there were few left in it.

My eyes were on the night table of Taehyung's side where the portrait of his family was kept upside down. I settled the frame neatly before going down. From afar I saw Tae,he didn't show any signs of cheating on me. Just after he comes home,he's always with me, around me helping me out with things, watching movies and doing stuff.

I don't think he will do anything to hurt me.

Because even if he doesn't love me...maybe he have some soft corner in his heart for me atleast.

Taehyung was lying on the couch scrolling his phone when I went to him.

"Tae,did you take the sleeping medicines?" I asked softly and he kept the phone on the table before looking at me.

I felt so sorry for the way he looked at me. His eyes were so sad and it felt like words choked into his throat. I went to him and laid myself over him,so my chest was pressed against as I held him so close to me. Tucking his hairs away from his forehead. I have him an assuring nod.

"Don't walk on the same road again ,Tae. We were not supposed to lay out armours down in this battle this soon." I mumbled looking at him and leaned in to peck his lips and he hugged me tightly.

"I'm sorry baby bear" He kissed my head and I nodded.

We started watching the TV and saw that they were nominated for their new single butter as Taehyung's happiness could be seen from his face this moment.

We just stayed there like this when Taehyung grabbed his phone, saying he wants to call his dad to tell him the news. My eyes fell onto his screen and it broke my heart into a million pieces seeing the last dialled number on his phone was saved in the call log as 'Nora'. Taehyung strated talking to his parents and I stood up away from Taehyung's embrace.

Why you're doing this to me Tae?

Even to everyone of us?

If there's still something between you and Nora ,why don't you tell me to go away?

I will walk out.

I know it will be the hardest thing I have to do in my life.

But right now,I love you this much that I can even die to see you happy.

I just want you to be happy.

I want you but not at the cost of you being depressed or anything.