IDOL- Destined to be his❤(KTH× READER)

CHAPTER - 17 STRAWBERRIES AND CIGARETTES ❤

Y/N'S POV

Two hours were spent...after I slept.

Sorry...

Two hours since I laid myself on Taehyung's bed.

He was on the couch and I could see him from the corner of my eye as he was shifting in his place uncomfortably.

Turmoil of thoughts were taking over place in both of our minds.

Like what the heck was that.

I want you to live with me?

But why?

Am I his girlfriend?

Duh! We're not even friends properly...

But why did he ask it?

Why does he always has that bowed down face every time I'm around him.

But he seems okay too...after sometimes.

Like yesterday...how he welcomed me and after barely an hour...he was laying on my lap counting my tattoos.

Is he really speaking the truth?

Do I mean anything to him?

I need to get this clear out of my mind.

And By this...I mean...I need to sort out everything right now.

I know he's not sleeping anyways so...what's the point?

"Tae..." Before I could even say his name out loud...his voice reached me.

"Y/n..." We both spoke at the same time.

He sat on the couch as I did the same on the bed.

"You go first..." He said...and I held back at first but lastly went with the flow.

"Why do you want me to go? Like...there are a lot of your fans...out there...having hard times. That doesn't mean you can take them Seoul with you." I was pretty straight forward.

"I wish I was able to do that... That's the purest feeling ever. To help someone in the hard time... And you...you should stop thinking by now...that you're just a fan to me. Because no fan...at around 3 am in the night...Stays in the same room as mine one." He was a little annoyed by my stupid question.

What does he mean?

I'm more than a fan..

Oh...why are my cheeks burning?

I hope...he doesn't see it.

Well...thankfully...the lights are turned off.

"Now what you were going to ask?" I asked hugging my knees making sure that my blushing cheeks don't shine through the darkness.