Y/N POV it's been a few days and i haven't eaten. i've been in bed watching movies and sleeping. to my surprise the guys just walked into my house "are you okay" justin asked "i miss her so much" i whispered and began to cry my eyes out "i know, you just have to learn from this okay" he rubbed my back and i nodded ARIANA POV "come on ariana this isn't healthy" vic told me and i threw my head back "i'll be fine" i whispered to her and pulled the covers over my head "she's preforming live on youtube soon so get up" court told me and i shot up "when" i asked excitedly Y/N POV "i'll pick your outfit out" harry said and i just nodded, i went to the bathroom and showered. "i need a haircut" i told shawn after spitting out my toothpaste "what do you wanna do to it" he asked "kinda like yours lowkey" i told him and he smiled "do it" he excitedly told me and i nodded with a giggle "i'll do it before the performance" i fake smiled and put on my clothes. it hurt to be faking my happiness but these are my friends. my whole body hurts on top of my feelings. "let's go" harry said and i just followed everyone. we stopped at a haircut place before and i'm actually excited for change — i got my haircut "bro this feels good" i said and shook my head around "you look good" harry said in a funny tone "it feels lighter and it's not to short so i can put my hair up" i did alittle shimmy and wrapped my arm around justin as we walked to his car "your hair is curly too so it looks great" justin told me and we all got into his car "hey guys" i said as i sat in the passenger seat "yeah" they all questioned "thank you for being here to pick me up" i said genuinely and smiled "we always got you" shawn assured before we took off to my performance "so what happened" justin asked "we're on a break" i shrugged "i figured that's what would happen but i hope you guys don't fully break up" harry said and i nodded "yeah i don't know what i'd do" i told them truthfully "learn to find happiness in yourself, don't depend on her for happiness" justin told me "i know but i leaned on her you know, every bad day i'd just want to cuddle with her" i said and felt myself her so upset "it's okay we will help you find some habits and be with you a lot" shawn assured me and i nodded "just don't make me a priority, you all have busy lives, also can we stop for coffee" i asked them and they just nodded. we stopped for coffee and basically had to prepare to chug it "CHUG IT BITCH" harry yelled and we all laughed "ou y/n you gotta post this" shawn said and showed me a video he took of me in the barber shop "alright send it to me" i told him and chugged the coffee. once we got back in the car i pulled my phone out and posted
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y/u/n: harry called me a b word😐 harrystyles: you chugged it tho shawnmendes: POST CREDITS justinbieber: so excited to watch this performance joangrande: is that a new haircut?! ^reply: yeah, i have to look good for you and nonna :)
i frowned and put my phone away. we pulled up after listening to same energy by the kid laroi. "we will be watching you so when you feel uneasy just look straight ahead" justin said and hugged me "okay i'm late so let me go" i joked and hugged all of them before running off. ARIANA POV "ariana she's on right now" victoria yelled and i ran into my room
she cut her hair omg and that performance was so heartbreaking. she's hurting and it's my fault. "what have i done" i whispered and got comfort from my friends almost immediately "you can't be like this ariana, you have to preform for honda stage tomorrow. i know you're upset but you'll het through it" my mom said and i layed down "i'll be ready to preform" i said and fell asleep. i didn't wanna deal with her right now. Y/N POV i walked off and took a deep breath "are you okay" justin asked "yeah i just really felt it" i joked and they laughed "let's go get some rest, we're having a movie night" i nodded and felt somewhat relieved —
A/N: it's going to take a turn and ik yall will hate me buttttttt it's just so we can keep the story going
