for the best...?

part seventeen

Y/N POV
i woke up and immediately stretched. ariana was fully on me so i rubbed her back and kissed her forehead acouple times. "baby stop" she whined "i have to go moonlight" i told her and she rolled off with a groan "i'll see you later" she murmured which made me giggle, i knew she was only grumpy because she was sore. "okay baby i love you" i said and kissed her. i cant wait to make music with justin.
ARIANA POV
i woke up to coldness, i immediately frowned and grabbed y/n's pillow. my legs and lower part are so sore it's not even funny. i grabbed my phone and decided to text y/n something sweet since i was grumpy this morning.

ari💫: hello my lovely girlfriend :) i am awoken and missing your presence. i love you so much and can't wait til you come home ;)🖤

with that i stretched and slowly sat up. fuck my life is all i have to say. i limped to the bathroom and did whatever i had to do. it is so hard to stand, this woman tore my shit up. i limped back to the bed and grabbed my phone to see a message from y/n.

y/n🖤: hey baby how are you, do you need anything? i miss you so much, justin and i just finished two songs and i'm drained. i just wanna cuddle and watch movies with you, not going to lie i'm not feeling that great. okay let me finalize these songs then i'll come home i love you

i read that and frowned alittle, i don't like that she doesn't feel good. i know it's her lyme disease but it doesn't feel great to see my love like this.

ari💫: i'm waiting with head scratches and back rubs :( i don't need anything thank you for asking.
ari💫: i love you so much
ari💫: i cant wait to kiss and hold you

i smiled as i blew her phone up, i knew she loved when i did that.
Y/N POV
"these songs are great, two will go to y/n and one will go to justin" his producer confirmed and we nodded "hey you okay" justin asked "yeah just alittle tired" i said and he got up "let's go we have done enough" he nodded and i got up after. we walked with eachother out the building then parted ways to our cars. i miss ariana. i drove home slowly because i didn't feel good. after 20 minutes i got home and slowly walked in "baby" i heard and smiled "hey babe" i said and she wrapped her arms around my waist "are you okay" she asked and i nodded "i just feel tired and not that great" i said and she frowned as she looked up at me "i'll be fine baby don't worry" i shrugged and she puckered her lips, i smiled as i leaned down and we shared a kiss. "let's go cuddle" ariana offered and dragged me upstairs "i love you i hope you know that" i told her and kissed her forehead once we got in my room "i love you too forever" she smiled and i took my clothes off leaving me in a sports bra and boxers. ariana layed on her back so i layed my head on her stomach and wrapped my arms around her. "so what's on the album" she asked and started to scratch my head "a lot. i talk about heartbreak, anxiety, depression, and you" i told her and she giggled "what's your favorite one about me" she asked "the one on justin's album that's coming out in like 2 weeks" i told her and she giggled "i'll make sure to listen to justin's album then" she told me and i nodded "what about your album" i asked "usual grande i guess but it's called sweetener" she told me and i nodded "i cant wait to listen to your angelic voice" i smiled and she continued to scratch my head so i kissed her stomach a bunch. "i cant wait to put babies in here" i joked and ariana laughed "you want babies" she asked me "i want anything as long as it's with you" i told her and put my head back down "so you wanna get married" ariana asked "yep soon" i told her before drifting into sleep
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i woke up and it was the next day, that's fun. i checked my phone after i got out of ariana's grip to see it was 9am and i had acouple texts. "goodmorning" ariana whispered and i smiled "goodmorning babes" i said and kissed her cheek a bunch before she got up to use the bathroom. i replied to a few texts and my manager sent me acouple pics he took and told me to post some i like so i looked through them and posted