Why is Love So Blind?

Who Do I love?

Zander's POV:

Why'd I have to fight! Once again, Em got hurt because of me. Great going Zander. I had to teach Cam a lesson. I could've taken that boy down! I knew that hurting him too much would hurt Em, so I couldn't go full ninja on him and show off to Em. I could've just been that epic bad boy that i've been most of my life, but now was probably not the time. Em was in the hospital because of me. How could I hurt her again. What was wrong with me. I liked Em right? I seriously got some problems. Maybe I should talk to someone about it. Dang, now I sound like a freaking girl! Em. What are you doing with me? I'm a man! I'm supposed to be conceited, and rude, and a bad boy. Now, i'm falling for you, and i'm nice, and I don't go around boasting about how hot I am, or what a bad person I am. I'm a totally different person. I used to think girls were hot, and I thought that I would never fall in love, but now. Now, I call girls pretty or beautiful, and I am actually falling in love. ME! Zander Jackson! Zander, falling in love? That's unheard of. How could I be... in love? I'm like a player, and i'm proud of it! I've known Em for too long to like her! Everyone knew that. Except, apparently me. What's up with that?

"Excuse me, but are you Zander?" The doctor said as he stepped out of Em's hospital room snapping me back to reality.

"That's me! Is everything ok?!" I asked frantically.

"Yes. Everything is fine, she is just a little dizzy, and has requested that you come in to talk to her." The doctor said matter of factly.

"Thank you so much." I said shaking his hand.

"Em. I'm so sorry. I didn't want to hurt you. I knew fighting in front of you was bad, but I just needed to sho-" I started to say.

"Zander. It's okay. Before you say anything, just let me explain some things to you." Ember said calmly.

"What things?" I asked.

"Zander. What did I just say?" She said like a school teacher.

"Sorry," I muttered.

"Anyways, I told Cam some things that I probably didn't need to tell him. I was just so sad, and everyone else was busy, so I went to my last option. Cameron. Now, you're probably wondering what i'm talking about, but I just don't know how to tell you." She said not looking at me in the eyes.

"So, would you like to explain?" I asked curiously.

"Well, that's the thing. I don't think that I should tell you." She said as she hid under the covers of the hospital blanket.

"What do you mean? Why do you make everything so confusing?" I asked angrily.

"Stop getting mad so easily. This is why it's so hard to tell you things!" Em said as her voice started getting louder.

"I'm the one that gets mad so easily! Please." I yelled.

"Shut up Zander! We're in a hospital." Em whispered/yelled.

"It's not my fault you keep making me super mad." I said.

"My fault? You have no idea how many times i've wanted to tell you off, but i'm always scared i'll hurt your feelings! I guess I was wrong! You're just one conceited jerk!" She yelled angrily.

"Fine! If you want to tell me off, then do it! Scream it to the world!" I retorted.

"Just go Zander. I don't want you being here anymore. I never even got to tell you what I was going to tell you. I guess you just don't deserve to know." Ember whispered angrily.

"If you don't want me here, then i'll leave. Why don't you just get Cameron to come and comfort you again. This time, I won't even bother seeing if you're okay. Maybe since you lost your memory of me, you shouldn't try to remember. Good bye Em." I said as I walked out the door.