Love, Star || Bucky Barnes. the Winter soldier

3-idk you yet

How can you miss someone you've never met?
'Cause I need you now but I don't know you yet
But can you find me soon because I'm in my head?
Yeah, I need you now but I don't know you yet

'Cause lately it's been hard
They're selling me for parts
And I don't wanna be modern art
But I only got half a heart
To give to you

How can you miss someone you've never seen?
Oh, tell me are your eyes brown, blue, or green?
And do you like it with sugar and cream?
Or do you take it straight, oh, just like me?

Yeah, lately it's been hard
They're selling me for parts
And I don't wanna be modern art
But I only got half a heart
To give to you

And I hope it's enough

How can you miss someone you've never met?
'Cause I need you now but I don't know you yet
But can you find me soon because I'm in my head?
Yeah, I need you now but I don't know you yet

I need you now but I don't know you yet
I need you now but I don't know you yet
I need you now but I don't know you yet
I need you now but I don't know you yet

16 years old

Nightmares occurred almost every night. She was restless, when she would close her eyes her demons would take over and make her aware of everything she has done and all the people she killed, she was a mess, a ghost.

Before every mission, she would whisper their words 'I'll go where ever you go and I'll stand wherever you stand'

while on missions she had practiced with her powers, she found out she could manipulate things on top of making things move. She was working on making a dandelion wilt turning it into a wishing flower, as she used to call it, she knew that because she had a vision in her dreams of her in a field full of dandelions blowing on one and making a wish. there was someone else but she woke up before she could find out who it was.

She picked the flower and blew it, but the wind was facing her way, the feathery petals blew into her face making her sneeze. Suddenly she was at the other side of the field down by the creak "what the fu-" she looked around shocked.

"How did I do that?" she asked herself there was no one else to hear her, she had gained HYDRA's trust and was sent out but there was a tracker attached to her belt which would set off an alarm when taken off.

She decided to try it again but she hadn't known how. "okay so I want to go back to that field, what if I just-" she imagined standing in that field and closed her eyes and when she opened them she was standing in that field.

"Oh fuck yeah" she yelled in victory making some birds fly away, scared by the sudden noise, "sorry" she apologized to the birds who were already gone.

She tried it again and again and again, going to different places in the forest. She experimented with it before finishing her mission with pain in her heart.

That was one of the only reasons she was happy about the memory wipe, she could for a few days forget about the people she had killed. She was slowly falling into the footsteps of the winter soldier, she had felt sympathy for the boy, she now knew what he had felt like, lucky for him he was saved by the avengers, she didn't know how he was now but she knew he was in a better place, and she had hoped he would remember her one day.

She returned to the HYDRA base but was immediately sent on an emergency mission and pushed into the back of a van. The situation reminding her a little too much of when she had last properly spoken with him.

She was in the same position but only this time instead of holding the metal of his hand she was holding the metal of the necklace. "wherever you go I go... wherever you stand I stand" she mumbled to herself before jumping out of the van and starting with shooting at the opponent.