|| Disguised Sins ||

Chapter 3

Maria

Jo dragged me to the next shop which made me nervous. Victoria's secret. I told her not to but still I was standing inside the store. Taylor was enjoying himself, I mean why not at least someone's having the time of their lives.

"You should buy one." She said happily.

"Um no. I don't wear those things I am fine with what I am."

"Oh please. You have no lingerie, at least try one."

"No Jo. Plus I don't have anyone to show it to."I tried reasoning with her.

"You don't have to show it to anyone. You can simply enjoy yourself. Come on live a little." She said with pleading eyes.

"No."

"Please for me. You never know what happens at the ball."

"Well to be honest I don't know why you buy so many of them. Last week you bought three, you must be having a hundred at that rate you are buying. Where do others go."

At this Jo becomes red with embarrassment. I don't know what she and her boyfriend Tom do with it.

"Well...you know... Tom always has a knife with him... Soo.." she nervously scratches the back of the neck.

I am still not getting anything, what does the knife have to do with it. She sees my confused expression and then looks over at Taylor who is very uncomfortable and red with embarrassment. So she gives him a look and drags me to the nearby changing room.

"Ok tell me on the scale of one to ten how much did you get?" She asked me.

"Um, zero? what does it have to do with the knife."

"Well my innocent child, we both have that kink."

Now I am more confused. What the fuck does that mean.

"What?" With a confused expression.

"God. How innocent are you?" She groans.

"Hey! I am not innocent, I lost my virginity in high school remember."

" Yea I know that. When your definition of sex was to only put a dick in your vagina and nothing else." She says bluntly.

"Well, I was not knowing what it was at that time."

"Ok well listen we all enjoy different kinks in our sex life. One of them is knife kink, which I and Tom enjoy."

"What do you do in that?" Now I was curious.

"Well just tear clothes with the knife, drag it here and there, some people even mark each other with it." She says it casually like this is the usual morning news.

"Well, that explains your need for more clothes. Is he not patient with you that he has to rip it off of you."

"Please don't make me imagine that. I am not seeing him till tomorrow." She says under her breath.

"You are disgusting. Both of you." I can't look at Tom the way I used to now.

"Oh please! You will enjoy it too once you start having sex." She complains.

"Hey, I have a great sex life." I defended.

"Maria, people need to have sex to have a sex life."

Well, that's true. I lost my virginity to my high school boyfriend. It was awkward as hell because I didn't know how sex works.

We left the store, Taylor was still not able to look at me. I don't blame him either. Jo bought herself 2 lingerie and I bought one for myself. Which I will probably wear tomorrow night.