UNSPOKEN PLEASURE | JIKOOK [✓]

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Everything Changed.

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Author's Pov

Minutes turned into hours... Hours turned into days... As days, turns into a week.

A week.

For other people, one week might be a short time but for Jimin, he feels like a year already. Everything changed around him and even he, himself changing.

He no longer smiles. He no longer talks much but one thing remains the same; his tears that didn't fail to fall every morning when everyone is about to start their new day and every night where everyone is comfortably sleeping. Everything he sees for the moment he left Jungkook, seems colorless and dull. The world he used to admire because of the various color, no longer excited him. 

Jimin was laying on the bed, while his head and body, facing to the right as there's a big blanket covered up his whole body. Jimin didn't go to school already for a week. He isn't ready to meet Jungkook in any kind of way. He knows, Jungkook wouldn't treat him like the male used to but somehow, seeing the older face is enough to make Jimin cry again.

He was gazing out the sunlight from his curtains. The one that always bothered him from sleep was now dull and nothing to him. The sunlight is no longer bothered him in any kind of way and instead, just like the clouds, Jimin eyes do the same... Every day for him is rain... Nothing more.

Ever since he told his mother about his decision, she has a treating him back to where she used to be. But she didn't know the tears Jimin shredded every day. He didn't tell anyone nor he planned to. He doesn't want everyone to notice which is kinda–stupid, since he loses his weight and it's obvious– nevertheless, the moral of the story is he doesn't want other people to know that he's a weak person.

He swallowed hard when he realized the day he promised to go to school already came, faster than the speed of light. During those seven days, he didn't attend school, Jimin and Taehyung made a deal that after one week he will come back as the healed person, and Jimin agree instantly thinking he will stop crying for two days but oh- he was wrong.

Even for a whole goddam week doesn't make his tears stop yet continue to fall like a river...

He sighed in frustration before moving the blanket on top of him and landed his foot on the ground, feeling the cold marble against his skin. Surprisingly, Jimin didn't feel anything for the past few days. It's like that emotion he has was no longer there. He didn't feel happy, excited nor angry but, he feel miserable.

He walked towards the bathroom and mentally cursed himself for promised to Taehyung that he will come to school. No matter how long, he will never be ready to face the handsome male. Reaching there, he lazily stripped himself out from his pajama before stepping inside the bathroom and hung his towel behind the door.

He glanced at himself through the mirror and noticed the bags under his eyes is worsen and he could actually see his collarbone displayed clearly. "Jimin, could you stop crying over a man?! He's just a man!! Nothing more!!" He yelled to himself, silently angry by the fact he lose his weight too much for the days past.

"Ugh... Whatever... You just being stupid despite the high score you got." Jimin said to himself and continue to do his business in the bathroom. But along those minutes, his eyes didn't stop shredding more tears despite he said himself dumb for crying over a man.