One student who seems normal in the peoples eyes during the day appears to be an underground fighter in the night- that's Alexandra Blixt, a woman known as a ruthless fighter. Along with her friends, she thought that it will just be a normal and a f...
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EZEKIEL'S
—;August 17 2020, 1:49 PM
I'm wandering somewhere, thinking about what Alex said a while ago. With what she stated, it seems like she's giving up but I just shrugged it off. Aalahanin ko lang na nawalan kami ng dalawang buhay kagabi, and one of them is her dad. Alam kong sobra na siyang nahihirapan sa sitwasyon, pero alam ko namang kakayanin niya ito.
About what she said to me earlier, that I should spend time with my family. Should I?
It's been a while since I last saw them, since nakafocus lang kami sa sumpang mayroon kami ngayon. I also miss my parents, mostly my mom. Alam kong nag-aalala na rin siya ngayon.
Maybe Alex is right, I should spend time with my family since I will not know if this would be my last time being with them.
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"Where have you been?! We're worried about you for god's sake!" bungad sa akin ni mom pagkapasok ko palang ng bahay. Napangiti nalang ako dahil nakikita ko ang mga nag-aalala nilang pagmumukha. Pati yung mga sermon nila. Lahat ng ito ay mamimiss ko.
"I'm just with my friends, mom." simpleng saad ko at yinakap ng mahigpit. Alam ko kasi na sa ganitong mga oras, yakap lang ang magpapakalma sa kanya. Ito rin yung way ko para maiwasan yung mga sermon niya sa akin. Also, this may be the last hug that I will have with her.
"Pasalamat ka good mood ako ngayon, kundi sesermonan talaga kitang bata ka. Halika na, nakahanda na yung pagkain. Alam kong nagugutom kana." sabi niya at dumiretso na sa dining room kaya sinundan ko nalang siya, and I noticed dad already sitting there. He smiled at me, which made me smile back at him.
We started eating already. The table was filled with talks and laughter. Dad kept on teasing mom, and they're just so fun to watch. I hope me and Alex would also be like them, but I know that's impossible. That would never happened.
"By the way son, what's your progress on courting Alex?" Dad suddenly asked na naging rason kung ba't ako biglang nabulunan. Mom immediately handed my a glass of water, at binatukan si dad. Napasimangot naman si dad ng dahil dun.
"Wag mo nang sagutin itong dad mo, minsan talaga nagiging pakialamero yan." sabi nalang ni mom habang si dad ay nakasimangot pa rin sa gilid. I hope that these kinds of days would last, but I know that it will remain as a wish of mine.
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I went to my room, and it is still the same since my last visit here. Simula kasi nung nangyari kay Alex ay hindi na ako bumalik dito. I'm staying with Dom, since he's living alone at his dorm. I actually missed this room, but just like what I thought about earlier, this may be the last time I will visit this room.
