Awaken *EDITING IN PROGRESS*

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

Kaylin

Words could never convey what Scott's lips were telling me. There was a need, a hunger, yet he wasn't aggressive. His large warm hands cupped my face and the back of my head, not forcefully, but protectively. I gasped for air in the briefest of moments when our lips were separated, explosions of pleasure and desire dancing under my skin.

This is what I needed,to know he could still kiss me like nothing had changed, like I was still me. His touch somehow instantly erased any fear I held. I felt Scott's arm scoop behind my legs, never breaking our kiss, and start towards the bedroom. My body tensed, my stomach seemed like it was trying to crawl out of my body, my hands shaking. My nerves began to distract me and I tried to continue kissing but my teeth accidentally bit down into his luscious lips, causing his grip to tighten around me and a the bed to suddenly be under me. I didn't know we were even in the bedroom yet.

"Kaylin," he growled. His voice almost sounded pained under the want. I didn't think, I just kissed him, like somehow it was take his pain away too. Pain is the last thing I wanted to cause Scott, I truly cared for him. I'm not really sure what love is, maybe I'll never know but what I felt for him was more than just a silly crush on my neighbor.

"Kaylin," he repeated, his voice a whisper.

"Yes," I breathed against his lips as I rested my forehead against his.

"We should stop," my body felt as if was I thrown in to a ice bath. The blood moments ago setting me on fire was now like ice. As if reading my mind Scott scooped me up into his lap.

"It's not that I don't want to, I'd love to show you how deeply I care for you Kaylin. To erase all those memories and replace them with memories of us," his words were as beautiful as his body. They were meant to reassure me but only clouded me with doubt.

Call it stupidity, or passion, or just plain desperation but I slid my leg from under and straddled Scott. I needed to feel the truth of his words, needed to know that I wasn't broken, dirty, or unwanted. I gripped my hands in his hair and I smashed my lips on to his. There was only a slight moment of hesitation, probably shock. This wasn't a normal Kaylin move. This was uncharted territory.

Pushing my luck further I leaned into him with my weight, Scott seemed to catch my drift and slowly leaned us back until I was hovering above him. My lips still moving against his, I traced my tongue across his bottom lip wanting more of him. Once again Scott saw where I was going and he complied with my want for him. I could feel myself getting wetter as his tongue explored my mouth. As embarrassing as it seemed it was like I was dripping, I had never had these feelings or desires before.

Taking a chance I lightly bit his bottom lip, tugging it away. He seemed to like it when I had accidentally done so before, maybe it could work again. I felt Scott's arms wrap around me at what seemed like a impossible speed, pulling me closer to him. Our bodies started to mold together as I felt his hard member under me.

Just suddenly remembering he was naked, Scott's basketball shorts I was wearing didn't seem like too thick a barrier between us. Without looking he seemed very...gifted? I didn't know how to really put it, but it was huge. It was pinned down under me pointing towards his stomach, my core pressed above it just separated by his shorts. Scott's hands started caressing my back trying to pull me even closer to him. My doubts were slowly fading, he couldn't be doing this if I repulsed him. Right?

Another way of courage and desire coated me, I began to lightly rock myself against him. Scotts hands froze on my hips and then began to guide me. This is what this was supposed to feel like. A deep growl-like sound vibrated under my in Scott's chest, as his hands pulled me closer into him. I could clearly feel and make out his hard member between my legs. As it rubbed my core I could feel myself becoming what I thought would be impossibly wetter. Scott could probably feel it since I wasn't wearing any panties.