To save the second male lead of a mafia novel!

Chapter 18- Friends vs loneliness

"It is okay honey.Not everyone will match your energy or your personality in this world.That is why you can't befriend anyone! Friends are something so special.Many people just want to fill the hole instead their heart using other people   while calling them "friends". Friendship isn't only about that."

That happens in my world as well.

So some things don't change no matter where you go.

"But how will you win against loneliness if you haven't found your ideal friends yet?"

I always had that question.

My mom has more experience.She will be able to show me something.

"Such a deep thinker , aren't you?Well,if you haven't found them yet ,the only thing I can tell you is to never lose hope.You can also use that alone time to grow and love yourself more. Loneliness isn't only caused by not having company."

What is she talking about?

What does that mean?

"You seem confused and it is normal! To put it into more simple words, you can fulfill the hole in your heart .Nobody can release us from our pain except ourselves.After you love yourself you will be able to love and be loved successfully! I mean that is what I did!"

Wow I didn't think it that way!

"Thank you so much mom! I didn't think of it like that! I always thought of "being saved" by someone.But at the end of the day only I can understand myself and motive myself to reach higher and higher!"

I said and pointed up with my right hand at the roof with an amused expression.

Many pictures of fantasies and wishes are playing like a video in my head.

"That is my girl! You got the right spirit! Teach other people that as well.They may need it.So you know what you will do with that boy , don't you?"she said with a wink.

I blinked in suprise.

"Yes mom! I will try to show love and not think too deeply! I will do my best and become like you!Also where is papa?"

Mom's eyes widen as if she remembered something.

"Oh yes! He went with president to a business trip! The president cannot leave without his precious helper ahaha!"

Mother must be very proud of papa.

"And when will he return?"

"Hmmm! I think he will return by the end of this week! It is Monday so yes! In some days he will come back."

Wow I also want to do that when I grow up !

"I will also go to business trips! I will work for the president! I also want to meet his daughter! You told me some information about her and it caught my interest!"

To be continued...